Emotional Strawberries

2012 CNY 初二. :)

2012-01-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

Boring 初二~ Reach grandma's house at around 730pm. Have steamboat again and chit chat until 12am than leave the house.

Alright, my boyfriend have the keys of my house, he's suppose to come my house 拜年, however, he just to my house and use the keys to come in! Told him that he should knock the door and the owner of the house which is me or my mum to open the door and welcome him. So, he actually wear back his shoe, and went out to the lift and came back knock the door while I open the door! So drama! But I think this really should be the way! :)

First year wore black dress during the first year of CNY! Glad no one scold me~ hahaha! :)

Signing off,
Joanne.

2012 CNY 除夕! :)

2012-01-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

First of all, I would want to wish everyone 恭喜發財!

Finally woke up at 1pm, had brunch with boyfriend. 130pm started 3Bs (Bath, Blow and Brush) forLILO and prepare her for CNY. Changed my new bed sheet and lilo's. OMG, by the time I finish everything, I'm shagged. :(

This year was so special, why? Because its my baby girl first year with US!~ *jumping with joy*! Thought that mum will enjoy steamboat together with me at home just the three of us, something popped up, we got to go to grandma's house to have reunion dinner. *sighs* I'm so afraid that LILO might accidentally ate the table scraps or what on the floor, so she's on the stroller 100%.

After the reunion dinner and chit chat about 11pm+, wanted to go to temple to pray located in Jurong. Suddenly it's raining cats and dogs! Mummy decided to call off. Reached home at only 12am, earliest to reach home. What a boring 除夕! :(

Hope tomorrow no rain.

For more pictures, click HERE !

Signing off,
Joanne

First Trip To Flowery Place.

2012-01-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

Home > Air Con Servicing > IMM > Car's Repair > Mum's Client > Dinner Home > Junction 10 > Prince Garden > Club July > Home

What a tiring day today~ Woke up at 8 am to bring my beloved baby for a walk downstairs, slept back and woke up at 12 pm. Mummy called and said that air con servicer were coming to service our air con. They finished at 2pm, finally had my sushi lunch as I'm damn hungry. Went to bath and prepare to go out with mummy and lilo! Decided to go IMM to purchase goody for CNY, but my mum so afraid that they'll chased us out from giant. LOL. See the look at her face it's so funny. HAHAHAHA! Didn't managed to go to Daiso and Giant with them. :( Than went off and found out that mummy's car spoilt. Waste 1hr+ waiting for them to repair. Accompanied mummy to send CNY's stuff for her client. Than bought dinner home and rest a while. KJE was heavily jammed, it actually took us 1hr from boon lay back home. 0.0 Rest a while than we proceed to Junction 10's giant to purchase some stuff than to "PRINCE" garden to purchase flowers for CNY. This was my girl's first time in a place FULL of flowers! I'm so shocked when she's so active smelling, running and jumping at the place~ She's typically pulling my leash hard to walk faster. After that went to Club July for supper. Reached home at 130am and brush etc for my girl, and finally slept at 230am. :(

Mummy just told me one bad news, there'll be no one coming to our house this year. I'm so looking forward to this event yearly! Disappointed. :(

For more pictures, click HERE .

Signing off,

Joanne.

First Happy Grooming Day. :)

2012-01-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

My baby girl had her first happy grooming at Pet's loft. Thanks Cookie's ma for the wonderful recommendation and your vouchers. Too bad, she had heavily matted hair since she discharged from hospital. So shaved down was the only solution for her. Thank god she still have a cute face and legs, despite the shaved part for drip. :(

Overall, she's happy with the surrounding, still playing with the boarding dogs there. No beating, no whacking and no shouting! She hate the ear plucking part, she actually jump off the grooming table and heng the groomer caught in time. She smell powdery now. Overall, this is a wonderful experience, shall see if i should return again. :)

That picture now became my wonderful memories with my girl! :)

Signing off,

Joanne.

Nail-y Day! :)

2012-01-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

Finally done my gelish manicure and classic pedicure for CNY 2012! And bought my first 3+inch heels! I'm ready for CNY! :)

Spend RM$285 about S$118 there, its very expensive but it's a yearly business so it's okay. Quarrel with the lady there, they quoted me RM$220 (gel: $100 and design $120) for my nails than suddenly wanted to charge me at RM$240 (while gel is $120) ! It's just $20 extra, but it's the pride! I'm not so willing to pay for something that is extra lo, but IF they just quote me RM$240, I'll still accept lah! STOP, enough of this, overall the nails I'll rate it 80/100. :)

OMG, remember that I've signed up LILO for the "dog modeling"? LILO had been selected for the dog model! OMGOMG, I'm so happy! Happier than my nails etc! I did mention about her legs, hope they don't mind as just studio pic!

Alright, got to go!

Signing off,
Joanne.

2012-01-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2ND BARKDAY !

Dear Diary,

Sorry for the delays of the post, HAPPY SECOND BARKDAY TO YOU, MY LILO GIRL! Hope you enjoyed your advance celebration as much as I do! :)

Mummy really sorry that I can't celebrate your first barkday together with you therefore, I promised you that I gonna make your second barkday a BLAST! You know mummy so stress and started preparing a few months back? A lot of sleepless night etc to find a perfect barkday cake, venue and the invitation of people? Because of your barkday cake, all the dog cafe don't allow us to be there~ So mummy got to find and find for a perfect venue to cut your cake? And, in singapore there didn't have much nice and cheap customized dog cake! Thank godness that everything went smoothly.

Again, Im very very sorry that you got to spend your actual barkday at a hospital and in a small cage. Nvm, we got to spend many many barkday of yours forever! :)

Mummy love your smile so much!

Human cakes for the paw-parents. :)

Your customized barkday cake!

Putting the candles ~

Blow !

Cutting the cakes...

Your new boyfriend !

Group Photos!

Thanks for everyone that came ! :)

For more pictures please click HERE.

Signing Off,
Joanne.

A Happy Hair Day! <3

2012-01-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

Yippee, today is a happy hair day! Why? Because I finally changed my hairstyle after so many months of tahaning! Well, last year Chinese new year, decided to have a different hairstyle, which is perm hair. OMG, I regretted it many many! Perm hair makes me so mature, auntie, damage, dry and many More! The dry and damaged hair make me really difficult to comb my hair! One fine day, can't take it anymore and went to CUT away the permed hair! So, I was having a hairstyle that contains not straight or curly hair! *fainted*!

Alright, backed to topic.. Finally rebonded my hair with only $65 with bestie - R. And chiong to BPP to have my hair cut at kimage that cost $45. Total up, my hair is now complete with $110! One year one time is worth the spent! :)

Have subway for dinner together with R and my girl. Bought a couple of things at Daiso and a cup of Gong Cha! Reached home, mummy is very very hungry and I cooked "爱心 Maggie mee"! Saw the happiness in my mummy's face. Happy day!

Oh yes, bought a $15 coupon for Japanese buffet with R. Gonna have buffet with her tomorrow! *dancing with joy*. But, aren't I on diet? -.-

Signing off,
Joanne.

LILO's Hospitalization. :(

2012-01-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

Poor little girl had admitted on the eve of her 2nd barkday, she's vomitting, refuse food and water and didn't move much. Done blood test & x-rays, she's healthy beside the fact that she's having bad dehydration and gastric infections. One night stay bill cost about SGD$1.2K.

Baby girl, happy barkday to you. Sorry that mummy pawmise you that I gonna be there for you on your barkday but ended up you're hospitalized. Speedy recover okay, grandma and mummy are so so so worried about you. The night you're hospitalized, both of us cry until no tomorrow.

LILO's advance second barkday's post will be up soon, please stay tunned.

我对你很失望.

signing off,

Joanne.

Shopping at Malaysia tomorrow!

2011-12-30T00:07:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

As stated, I'll be going Malaysia with GodMa and mummy tomorrow! I'm so excited don't know why~ it been ages since I last went shopping with them. Thinking of letting LILO at boyfriend's house than go enjoy, I felt guilty! But hey, I think I got to enjoy time of my own without my girl. I smell FREEDOM tomorrow! Woohoo! I'll be targeting shoes or dress for Chinese new year! Really hope that I'll enjoy! :)

Alright, got to try my very best to sleep now if not tomorrow didn't have loads of energy to SHOP!

This year count down, I hope my best friend R can be able to join us and have funnnnnnn!

Signing off,
Joanne.

Jurong Swimming Complex .

2011-12-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

I chose this picture to send and hope she can be accept to be a dog model !

Dear Diary,

As per attached, I've send a picture to a company and hope my girl to be accepted to be a dog model! I wish, pray and hope this dream will come true! *HUG*

Went to "Jurong Swimming Complex" with my best friend R which is located in Jurong, nearest MRT will be at Chinese Garden and a walking distance there. We went to a pet shop and look at a cute toy poodle. Was shocked that I was attended by a small girl age maybe 4-5 years old. The poor puppies are asleep but this girl keep knocking the cage hard and woke them up. Than I say "Stop it, it's okay, we're just taking a look." She's 100% trained by her parents how to serve the customers. I'm shocked that this small girl will treat a puppy this way, what happened when she grew up? Can you imgaine, how many times people go in and look at the puppies and how many times the puppies need to jump up of shocked when they're alseep? This cause a problem next time when someone purchase them back? :(

And yes, Today when I stepped into Jurong swimming complex, loads of childhood memories comes into mind. I realized "lazy pool & wave pool" is not scary as I tot. When I'm very small, that pool seems like a dangerous pool because the wave etc is too rush and might drown me. I need to tip toe so that I won't drink the water.. Now, I realized that the pool level is too low as its only half the height of my body and the water is very slooow. Wave pool I used play at the end when the wave is not very strong as I'm not that courageous to go to the deeper water~ but now I'm at 1.5m there when I only 1.55 in height! Overall, I enjoyed more than I'm younger. Thanks for being for me there R. :)

4 more days to Lilo's second barkday! I'm so nervous and excited, hope everything can be smooth and good! Venue and cake is settled, hope everything will turn out well! :)

Lilo,
Mummy pawmised you that I've give you a nice and big barkday party for your second barkday right because mummy can't get to celebrate your first~ Hope you'll be happy and enjoy every moment there. :)

Signing off,
Joanne.

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2011 ! ♥

2011-12-27T23:59:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2011 ! ♥

Dear Diary,

My christmas this year is a "exciting" one.

23 Dec ; [eve eve of christmas] : my baby girl had continuous vomiting during the whole night~ Decided to bring her to see vet first thing in the morning. Was told that she was actually Dehydrated, measured her temperature, injected her butt and go home with loads of medication.
Was actually needed for drip etc, but was told that this would stress her further, therefore was avoided. Needed to eat porridge for the next few days~

24 Dec ; [Eve of christmas] : During her second walk at 4pm, Lilo accidentally peed at outside the lift, as usual I've prepared loads of tissue, newspaper etc to clean up. This "fantastic" malay man saw me cleaning up and didn't say anything. But suddenly at downstairs, he scolded "YOU AND YOUR STUPID DOG PEE AT THE LIFT" shout shout shout. Threatened to call to complain~ Well, go ahead. I believe, scolding a disabled dog won't get you anywhere. Retributions and karmas will strike you. I'm sorry BUT I'm not a racist. That spoilts my eve.

Had a mini celebration at Second Aunt's house~ Really enjoyed there~ After that went to Changi Airport Terminal 2 for swensen for supper again. :)

Let the picture talks instead...

Hope Boyf really love her as much as I do..

Family Photos?
Mummy & Lilo !
US with log cake!
Forcing her to take picture!
Changi AirPort.

With Angry Bird!
With Christmas Hat !

Baby girl,

This year you'll be spending your first year of christmas with me.
I hope the next, next next and forever you'll be celebrating with me.
I wish, I wish, I wish that you'll be healthy and happy with me.

Mummy love you many many. ♥♥

Signing Off,

Joanne.

2011-12-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

Mood : 不开心

Dear Diary,

Every since I've Lilo in my life, she changed my life completely. I quit my job for 7 months, 3 walks and wash paws a day, whitening her beard, paws and brush her daily etc etc. I'm not complaining anything here but this is my responsible as her owner, mummy and everything. But I just wana say I lost my freedom, I just wana rant whatever I had to this simple space here so that I'll feel better.

Alright, my groupon vouchers to "HonJin Japanese Restaurant" going to expire today, so R and I decided to chiong down and had our dinner there. Therefore, I decided to let my mum look after Lilo from 4pm (time I meet R) - 10pm (time I reach home). To my horror, she say she's tired etc just look after my girl for 6hours! Throwing temper~ I took care of Lilo 24hrs a day still didn't complain to you etc leh, because I know I will kena shoot back by saying "Lilo is YOU who want to keep". She scolded me just now saying "next time you want go out, please bring lilo to laurence's house.." You mean I got to take taxi to boyfriend's house, than take mrt to the buffet place than to boyfriend's house than cab back?! Everytime I wanted to go dating with Boyfriend, she always say that to bring lilo to his house first before going out as she don't wana help me take care of her, if too late reach home dont come back stay at his house instead. You know how it's hurt? Boyfriend had his car now, so sending her to his house is easy, but today I need to take public transport leh, you teach me HOW?!

And other thing you said to hurt me that day. "Can you contribute anything to this house?". I take care of lilo very tired leh. Slept at 3am than wake up at 8am to bring Lilo down to pee than come back to sleep again until 1pm. What you know is to scold me why I slept until this late. So what should I do to make you happy? I brought Lilo out to meet friends so I don't need stay at home to "contribute". Didn't ask you to send me out etc leh, we take public transport leh. Like that you also scold me for going out once every 2 days. Mum, I'm very unhappy, what I can do to mke you happy? I know you're damn stress with your work now but that doesn't mean that you can throw everything to me. You said "Help me make Milo etc", just one order, I'll make for you. Than you said "you no work mah, Lilo's stuff you must do". Since when I had complained to you that I'm tired of her? I really wish to sleep enough during the day so you can help me to bring her down.. Even I sprained my back or sick and was drowsy, you refuse to help me. What I can do? Depend on myself, MYSELF.

Boyfriend said that he'll share the burden with me before we get her, but in the end who helped me? Me, only ME...

Very very very unhappy, writing this entries didn't make me feel a bit happy that it should be. :(

Signing off,
Joanne.

Swimming Once A Week Keep The Doctor Away.

2011-12-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,

Everyday rain rain rain, my girl need to pee and poo in the grass leh~ I will never let her to do her business at the grass anymore as now is raining season and ticks will cling into her and suck her precious blood. Today is day 2 of her "ground training", she's successful! However, it just need to take a bit more time than the grass she's usually do her business. She peed at doorsteps twice this week, I don't know this "accident" is a good thing or not, but I'm happy that she's willing to do it on a hard cold ground instead of soft warm soil. Hopefully sooner or later, she can pee and poo indoors! That's my untimate goal, wonder she's able to complete it for me? :))

Due to the "plaster" incident, I'm able to swim in club4paws for free and my friend - R is able to join me with her son ; RB and he's my girl best friend too! I will try my very best to bring my girl to swim once a week whenever I could to soften her paws. With her life jacket on, she can swim very well! I knew that dog is born to know how to swim, BUT whenever you saw her swim, I'll got this touched feel! Now I fully understand why my mum is so happy to see me swim for her for the first time! :)

Holy shit, had a bad fall from my butt first, I guess I sprained my back. :(

Alright, let the picture talks instead!

Lilo & Reybu swimming at Club4paws!

After swimming she's a "dead" dog. :P

This is my best friend ; Renee and my girl ! :)

I feel like having a second dog to accompany my girl lilo.

Signing off,
Joanne.

Swimming Day ... For mummies !

2011-12-14T23:26:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

Despite the headache and feverish that I've, I still went dating with my best friend - R to swimming! It been ages since I last went swimming so I'm very excited and couldn't sleep the day before. Hahahaha!

Mummy suddenly decided to send me to lot 1 instead of taking bus alone, but she asked me to bring LILO out together so that she won't be alone at home. It's time to say bye bye to LILO, she's so anxious and stressed up when I bid good bye to her. *headache*.

Alright, met up at lot one McDonald's.. OMG, I suddenly felt so good without my girl around, I knew I need to have a break sometimes. FREEDOM! Had my same filet o fish meal while R had my fries and her drinks. Thank god she eat my fries if not it'll be wasted again. Hees*

I regret taking such a heavy lunch, took a bus to swimming complex in choa chu kang. First time there~ WOW, it's not a bad place to swim and play! R swims quite a few laps while I just swim a bit. I don't feel secure that my feet didn't touch the ground + the pressure that I've at my chest is making me so uncomfortable. Heavy lunch? Perhaps.

Play around the place, slide, wave pool etc.. It's time to leave the place as its raining~ bathed and run off with the towels on our head. Reach lot 1, as it's pouring without umbrella, a kind auntie tried to cover me with umbrella that she had. I said "thank you", and she replied "welcome". OMFGSH, her mouth stinks! :X

Had pastaminia for dinner, sinful dinner, wasted our swimming effort. Kekeke! Shop around lot 1 and decided to go home.

Still having feverish and headache.. Pop in two panadols and off to sleep now!

Signing off,
Joanne

Bad Service At Club July .

2011-11-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

Unfortunately, this entry would be a angry yet disgusted post. I've been to Club July almost two or three times a week. It's not that the food or enviroment was perfect, the food was so-so and the enviroment was pretty bad as there's a lot of mossie around there due to the brushes. But they did what they could do is to install the electrical stuff to kill the mossie. It's all about my girl ; LILO. As singapore was a multi-racial country, there's ALOT of places do not allow dogs. Since this CJ is considered near to my place and the staff there love dogs too! Will ask us to release the dog to let them walk around the place and will sayang them. Is a nice place to chill with our dog and my girl can play with her favorite bestie, Reybu while I can chit chat with my bestie Renee.

However, one incident that killed my whole impression of this place. Today was my second time this week I've been there and was thinking of bringing our kids to swim tomorrow too. Went there to have dinner with Mummy and uncle. Had their Hor Fan, Baby Kailan, Fried Combo, Thai's chicken and sambal prawn. Their food were pretty nice until we actually ordered too much and decided to take away most of the food. While trying our best to finish up the food for supper, I ate something that is rubberly which is NOT usual, I spit it all and saw that there's this USED PLASTER in this sambal prawn! I faster went to the toilet to vomit, brush my teeth and rinse it with anti-bacterial solution.

I called to the CJ almost immediately, and the chief sincerely apologized to me. Saying that he had a very bad cut on his finger and was put on this plaster. I actually put this bloody plaster into my mouth and chew chew chew. *puke and faint*. Aren't chief should be wearing gloves when preparing food and he's had a bad cut on his finger, shouldn't he need to wear gloves?!

What did I actually did that I deserve all this shit? Firstly, doggiestyle cafe. Secondly, P and B's incident. Thirdly, J's as I asked her about bring our kids to the cinema. Fourly, S's as she asked me to lend her $100 today and the excuse it's like Shit. Lastly, CJ's. The worst I've encountered. I shall go to the temple and pray tomorrow.

I'm really very angry, disgusted and upset, I didn't make me feel any better that it used to be after I wrote on my blog.

Signing off,
Joanne.

A Movie With... LILO !

2011-11-30T01:27:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

281111 (Monday) :

Alright, recent post is a bad bad post, but now I'm gonna blog a very HAPPY post! *JUMP IN JOY*.

Fetched R from BBDC at 11am together with mum than off we go to her house to rot for a while, and off we go and walk to Lot 1 Shopping centre ! Can you imagine... My girl is so HEAVY?! Oh no, my back hurts even thou it's just a short distance away from the nearest block to the shopping centre. But, human is a very wonderful creation by god, as even like a small girl like me, I can actually carried a 10Kg bag and shop around! This is the power of LOVE! Had Mcdonalds for brunch, PLC to shop, sky garden to rest, than to the CINEMA!

YES, I've brought my baby girl to watch a movie (Puss In Boots), actually don't really want to watch the movie as I'm already 20 and that it's a cartoon! However, that's a experience that worth to have! Alright, dragged my friend - R and her baby boy to the movie in Lot One with my new bought carrier for her. Was so nervous but I keep telling myself that "sure can one...". Mum still wished me good luck was making me MORE nervous! -.- Glad that I've a great friend to moral support. To keep the post short, we managed to get thru the gate and went in !~ I really sure that my girl did watch the movie as she was sitting there and looking at the cinema! Huge *PONG*, and both RB and her sit up and look at each other, he kissed her and seems like conforting her telling her is alright. Happened quite a couple of time! So sweet! :)

After the movie, took the bus to Club July again! Had dinner there and was so tired to take bus home. Decided to call mum to fetch us home instead. Glad that both R and me live so near to each other! :)

I'm getting sleeping now, it's 2am now.

Strawberries Chocolate dreams,
Joanne.

2011-11-15T01:05:00.008+08:00

Dear Diary,

It's been a while since I last blogged, the reason why I chose to blog now it's that I'm really angry of what actually happened in my life, I really hope that by blogging, I can actually relieve some angers inside me and move on with life. :)

Alright that's this two person let's name it P and B. As a first timer in dogs, I don't know how to take care of my girl Lilo, therefore I chose to create a facebook for her and get to know some dog friends. Whatever I'm not sure with, I'll post in facebook stuff and hope that they could actually give me an answer to my enquires. At first I'm grateful to B, she introduced to nice clinic and NICE vet to me etc.. So, this vet introduced Traditional Chinese Medication and acupuncture to my girl who was born having genetic problem. It's cost $40+ TCM and $70+ acupuncture once a week, which I can't afford at ALL! However this heartless B, actually told P this privates stuff and both of them actually come forward to send me facebook message to me on 11.11.11.

B : "Joanne, i need to be very blunt here. Ive seen you posting things that you bought etc. If all these money are saved for her treatments, wun it be better?"

Vet said that the chances of LILO recovering will be very slim BUT can try TCM + Medication BUT can try. What for I "TRY" by wasting both my boyfriend's or Mum's precious money for something that is slim? (I've not working about 6 months now and I spend a lot on her for her sterilization etc) And she's so stressed up by those medication and muzzle during her visit to the vet? Btw, Lilo's problem is genetic and I already faced the facts that she won't be well. So I just trying to give her more love and let her comfortable as possible. Am I wrong?

P : "When you adopted her, you knew what you were getting into. You knew her condition because you were fostering her. if you couldnt afford it, you should have found somebody that could."

Lilo came into my life without able to walk normally, even now with supplement and loads of love from me, she could walk better now without falling that she used to be. A lot of people laughed at how she "march" or "dance". How many people can actually accept and adopt her just like me? Will you? Yes, I might not be rich enough to afford her treatment, but I'm willing to be with her for 24 hours a day, 3 walks a day etc... Could someone else could? Btw, I didn't know her condition until I adopted her. as during the fostering time, I only thought that she had difficulties in walking, until I know her condition properly, she's already been adopted and loved by me. How could I be so heartless by finding her another adopter when she's so attached to me? IF I didn't managed to adopt her in time, she's already put to sleep and won't be here at earth anymore? Agree? I can swear to the god and everyone around me, my love for lilo is true and I'll do anything for her.

P : " If her condition doesn't improve, I won't be surprised if she passes before **** does"

PS: **** is her 13 year old dog.

Alright, if she really can foresee the future, I'm actually amazed by what she could. I always thought that only god has the ability to do that. Let's open my eyes big big and see, I'm confident that Lilo can live longer than her dog. :)

P : "A lot of people think that she is because she can speak well and carries herself properly."

Please don't make me laugh~ BTH.

Anyway unfortunately on the 11.11.11, I've lost 2 friends both B and P, but I glad I did. I gained two more friends instead! :)

Btw, I really feel better now.

Signing off,

Joanne.

Bad Dreams.

2011-08-31T23:18:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

Does anyone have a bad dreams before, it's still going in your mind over and over again and you're so afraid that it might come true in the future? This feeling sucks...

I always couldn't remember my dreams after I woke up, be good or bad dream. I don't know who I can speak to, definitely not my boyfriend. Here it goes..

I'm heavily pregnant, my dress and hair is so bloody ugly until I couldn't recognize myself. I'm still carrying loads of big bag contains of vegetable and fishes etc.. Than my boyfriend aka my husband, keep complaining that I walk too slow and wants me to walk faster! Somehow, I regret that I've married this kind of jerk. :(

Than it jumped to another scenario. Alright, the baby boy is born and I've to feed him milk every three hours, dirty nappy etc.. Than my husband aka his daddy woke me up rudely and say that it's my job as a mother. I'm actually surprised that I didn't scold him back. Than when the boy grew up, he ask me "who's is my daddy?". Because he seldom see his daddy due to temple related stuff. Fainted*.

Than my alarm rang. Time to bring lilo for her morning walk~. I really hope that this dream will never happen. :(

Signing off,
Joanne.

National Dog Run 2011 - 22 August 2011

2011-08-23T15:57:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

Yesterday boyfriend and I brought lilo to the national dog run located at ECP. Even thou it's a hot and sunny day, but all of us enjoyed myself a lot together with Melissa and friends.. Ever since lilo had moved to my house, she is lacking of socializing skills with other doggie. So lilo enjoyed a lot there, able to sniff every dog's backside. Heeheehee*!

There's a free vet there, brought lilo there to have a free consultation. He saw the video and said that lilo had this disease called "white shaker disease", which is only found in white dog. She need to take medication daily for her entire lifetime. Steroid, which is bad for her health and won't recover. Dilemma.

Everything seems so perfect, until I heard about a silky terrier -Honey had been bitten by a Rottweiler -Popeye and was killed instantly. It hurts so much when I actually know this person and she really love all her furkid. I saw all her videos, I actually teared. RIP honey!

Ever since honey's incident, I love lilo more than before. Treasure your love one before you lose it! Please, keep your doggie leash in everywhere. This tragic incident can actually be avoided. Lilo, 你要长命百岁,妈咪不能没有你.

http://www.thejakartaglobe.com/seasia/rottweiler-kills-silky-terrier-at-fun-dog-walk/461021

Signing off,
Joanne

Choa Chu Kang Park - 16 august 2011

2011-08-16T23:23:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

Grandmother and mummy brought me to the choa chu kang park again today! Weather is nice, they brought a mat and McDonald to picnic there~ have loads of fun there! They took turn to bring me to walks around the park until I'm so tired and couldn't walk any further, so mummy carry me all the way home! So pampered eh?! :))

I'm so exhausted so gonna sleep now! Wooof! Oops, I forgot that I doesn't bark. :P

Signing off,
LILO. 

Awesome double date!

2011-08-14T01:49:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

I'm really happy today, because boyfriend and I actually date the whole day! It had been ages since we watched movie, have dinner outside and I've put on a perfume (some dogs allergy)!

Since I got to waste time to declare my unemployment with the HDB again, mum decided to give me "OFF" today! Meaning, she take care of LILO the whole day while boyfriend and I date. :)

Alright, we went to have dim sum at Crystal Jade for our brunch. The food there is quite nice but not much variety. Spend around $50. After that went to boyfriend's house to rest while boyfriend went for a hair cut at parkway parade shopping centre. He actually surprised me with my favorite bubble tea! (Y)

Met Melissa and her boyfriend to have dinner at "Smith Fish And Chips". The food is so-so only. Spend around $30 there. Proceed to kallang leisure park to shop while waiting for the movie - zoo keeper to start. Had yoguru for dessert and off we went for movie! It had been ages since I can actually relax and laugh so hard! Really recommended to watch and definately worth the price you're paying for! :)

Dear, I really hope that everyday can be like this so that we can actually last. I'm really trying very hard to maintain this relationship, hope you're too.

LILO, I felt really bad letting grandma and you stay inside the kitchen when daddy and mummy let the house. Sorry baby, mummy love you! Muacks*!

Signing off,
Joanne.

A "nerve" day.

2011-08-11T23:35:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

I've always go to the vet clinic "allpet and aqualife" in jalan kayu. But after so many course of anti biotic vet visit but poor lilo did not recover. Mummy and I decided to bring her to "joyous pet" clinic in sunshine place and wanted Dr Grace Heng to consult lilo. But she wasn't around and lilo was terribly sick. And lilo was consult by Dr Jasmine Tay, a patience lady. Vet said that she's convinced that lilo wasn't having "kennel cough", but was some nerve issue like "fits". She asked us to take video of lilo and show it to her in her next visit next week. When she told me that, lilo had been eating wrong medication for the entire month! Should I be angry about that?! Spent $600 in her medical fee in a month. Headache.. I'm willing to spend $1000+ just to get her well again. Am I a failure?

lilo，妈咪把你从坏人那别救了出来，可是没有给你好日子。妈咪是不是很没有用？我好想要你快点好起来，加油okay？

Signing off,
Joanne.

Day 13 of lilo's sterilization.

2011-08-05T23:50:00.001+08:00

Her "innocent" looks after scolded by me~

Dear Diary,

Today marks the 13th day of lilo's sterilization. She finally had her bath today, she smell so nice and white too! It been ages since I last brought lilo out for a car trip today! Brought her to god mum's office, to boyfriend's house, than go pray at the river side. She was tired, I carried her all the while and my back really hurts like hell now. She weight a ton now, lol! Hahaha! She was so exhausted, all she wants to do is to SLEEP the moment we reaches home.

Alright, a lot of people called me "lilo's mummy" and boyfriend "lilo's daddy". I really don't mind at all~ in fact, I'm been a laughing stock, but who cares. I'm happy. :)

Mummy hope you enjoyed today, when you feel much better, than I'll bring you to sentosa to play okay? :D

Signing off,
Lilo's mummy!

Post Created Aug 4, 2011 11:19:31 AM

2011-08-04T11:19:00.001+08:00

LILO and me!

Dear Diary,

I've been blogging all about LILO ever since I got LILO. Today marks the 12 days of lilo's sterilization, she can bath tomorrow! She stink like no tomorrow and I'm very sure that she will feel more refresh! ^^

Yesterday I'm very 感动 (touch) when mum ask me this question. "your biggest dream since young is to be able to leash a dog which belong to you right?". Yeah, having LILO is actually a miracle! Why? Because I've been a irresponsible* owner since young, my hamster - 小白 and rabbit - ah bit, I neglected them when I'm actually schooling and working. Ended up, my mum take care of them when I'm busy. They all passed away when I'm wasn't around. This will be my biggest regret. After the incident, my mum don't allow me to have any pets after that. My mum so afraid of dogs, she have this thinking that dogs will anyhow pee or shit at the house and bark non-stop and disturb our neighbor! (my neighbor's dog at level 8, barks non-stop!) who knows that LILO is actually out door trained and did not bark! Lols.

It's all started out when boyfriend and I decided to own a dog~, we went to Paris ris farm to take a look of the dogs, nothing caught our eyes. Melissa and Daniel introduced LILO to us~ so we got a dog living in boyfriend's house. Keep the story short, I've quitted my job and move in to boyfriend's house. A lot of things happened and I moved back home. :)

Boyfriend told me that he received HDB's letter again, saying that I was unemployed for one month and HLE need to reapply and I need to go to HDB and declare my unemployment again. Waste my time~! Ive been waiting since Jan for my AOL to sign - 7 months! Sighs, hope HDB can approve soon! I'm still under 21, they don't look at my salary at all, but why they are so "niao" about my stuff? :(

Signing off,
Joanne.

Day 9 of lilo's sterilization.

2011-08-01T13:01:00.001+08:00

LILO was caught in this position from daddy and she's stuck! Lol! :P

Dear Diary,

Today marks the day 9 of lilo's sterilization. Her wounds are healing well, she can walk, run and jump pretty well. I know that she not suppose to do this, but she's just uncontrollable. LILO stinks so badly now, she need a bath badly!

I suspect that LILO got this "separation anxiety", yesterday boyfriend and I decided to go for a short date* to Qian Hu Fish Farm. But mum called me saying that she is staring at the door and refuse to come in no matter what happen! It had been ages since I last dine outside with boyfriend, but suddenly something cropped up than it's cancelled. :(

HGF is here now, lilo still so picky with the grass to settle her business!! It chills down my spine with lilo just stare at something* and refuse to move even thou I drag! -.-

Signing off,
Joanne.

Day 3 & 4 of lilo's sterilization.

2011-07-26T18:41:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

Day 3; I've not been taking lilo down to settle her business as I've afraid that her wound will be infected by the grass. But she's outdoor trained, so she will bear until she cannot bear than she'll let out. She had been pee-ing ONCE a day and had not been shitting. Talking about her wounds, seems serious, emailed them with the picture and they asked me to bring lilo down on the safe side. But her clinic is like damn FAR and mum wasn't around, I've decided to give lilo a day or two to see if her wounds are better.

Day 4; lilo spent her first night in air con room together with mum and me. Boyfriend and I had been sleeping in the living room together with her. She decided to shit at the room, to make things worst she step on the shit itself and walk around the room. The smell is horrible, woke up at 4am to clean up the mess that she created. Decided to carry lilo down to settle her business. But when I put her down and press the button, she peed. Than I clean her urine at the lift again, I lost count of how many times she peed in the lift. At around 2pm, mum and I carried her down and she shitted 3 times!! She can walk pretty well without e-collar on. I'm glad that lilo had get used to the life of e-collar, she can sit, stand, sleep and walk with it. I'm so proud of her. Gonna bring her down later for her last walk. She's still having kennel cough, ear infection and pain from sterilization. Tsk, poor lilo. :(

Signing off,
Joanne.

Day 2 of lilo's sterilization.

2011-07-24T21:17:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

Today is day 2 of lilo's sterilization, she vomited twice this morning. She's eating and drinking rather well, this made me feels a lot better. She's getting used to the e-collar, she can eat and drink wearing it. Thank god I bought a out door water bottle so that she can drink comfortably.

She can stand and walk a few steps instead of keep sleeping, I suppose she feels a lot better? But she didn't pee or shit since the time we bought her home, it had been one whole day le, really pretty worried about her. Gonna call the clinic tomorrow first thing in the morning.

She's out door trained, I'm really worried that she did not do her business because of this, but she couldn't stand, how she go downstairs?! And the grass might infect her wounds as well... Dilemma.

As usual, hope lilo had a speedy recovery.

Signing off,
Mummy - Joanne.

A day of mixed feelings.

2011-07-23T21:27:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

Today is the day of mixed feelings. I'm happy because that boyfriend bought a iPad 2 for me on the day of lilo's sterilization. He knew that I'm gonna be really depressed of her surgery. I'm sad because the day had came, lilo had to go for her sterilization.

我一直在逃避. lilo is still having her kennel cough and ear infections. I thought that she will be unfit for her sterilization. Who knows that she actually could proceed? When the doctor announced that she is fit, my heart dropped. All happened too fast, the nurse carried her to the treatment room. I got so much things to tell her but all I could do is to bid her good bye. Thank god she's came out safe and sound if not I'll regret all my life for not telling her how much I loved her. :(

Thank you everyone for including lilo in your prayers, she's safe and sound right now. Seeing her in pain make me feels really guilty. But I knew it's all for her own good.

Lilo, mummy loves you. Speedy recovery okay?

Signing off,
Joanne.

LILO second vet's visit.

2011-07-19T20:00:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

In just three days, LILO had been to the vet in jalan kayu twice. Spend about $250, glad that boyfriend paid for me as I'm currently unemployed. :)

Yesterday it's the first time mum, LILO and me slept together in one air-con room. But LILO had been scratching the whole night, three of us did not sleep well due to the noise she created. Early in the morning I clean her bloody ears with ears solution. Mum and I decided to bring her to the vet as she's suffering. :(

The doctor is really patience, teaches us dog's ears structure and how to clean her ears. LILO both ears are badly infected with two different bacteria and two different treatment is needed for both ears. So troublesome. And dry eyes too. I'm glad that her teeth it's healthy as there's blood on her bone that she's chewing~ Anyway, the causes of the infection is the wrong method of bathing LILO. Next time I'm gonna use the correct method that the vet taught!

LILO's kennel cough is affecting her sterilization this coming Saturday. She can't go for operation when she did not recover from it. Speedy recovery LILO!

Mummy loves you.

Post Created Jul 18, 2011 7:59:59 PM

2011-07-18T20:00:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

How I wish I can spend my days more meaningfully instead of eat, shit and sleep very day. Therefore I'm trying very hard to teach lilo to shit on a area that I wishes her to. No matter what I did, she just don't do her business at home! I spread her shit and urine at the tray, she just don't do it! Giving up on potty training, she'll just go for 3 walks a day - 9am 3pm 10pm .

Today I'm a bit lazy, woke up at 930am. When I open the bedroom door, she should run out of the room and wait for me at the main door. But she didn't, something is amiss. I drag her out of her bed, and she walk slowly and pee on the floor! I'm shocked! 0.0 woke mum up while she mop the floor and I beat her up say NO! Maybe she understand, hopefully. Glad that she never pee at my mattress! Who to blame? Me for being lazy! -.-

iPad 2 white or black?!

Signing off now,
Joanne

LILO first vet's visit.

2011-07-16T19:00:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

After a long consideration, I've decided to bring lilo for her sterilization after she was in a healthy weight for miniature schnauzer - 6.24kg. Why I decided to bring LILO?! Because, 1) she won't come on heat (menses), 2) she won't have the feel of doing s**. 3) can prevent sorts of female cancer. 4) no intention of breeding or have puppies. A lot of people say it's damn 残忍 and 自私, I robbed her will of being a mother. But being her disability of her right leg, how cruel for her to become pregnant?! Now she can't walk properly, use your bloody brains whether she can take it with a pregnant belly? Mind set, no change.

Alright, the day finally came for her sterilization*. Didn't sleep for the whole night worrying about her etc and woke up at 730am. Bought her down for walks, bathed and went to her vet. Vet touched her wind pipe and she was choking, ended up she was diagnosed for "kennel cough", I hope I'm more attentive towards her~. and she wasn't fit for her sterilization. The vet commented that her joints was okay and her legs are very stiff, decided to bring her to swim more often. Hope she'll recover soon. :D

The nurse there talking to me, "is she happy?" I stoned and huh? She repeated couple of times, than I realized that "happy" is a doggie name. HAHAHA!

I'm in tears when I told LILO "你要平安啊，妈咪等你回家! Before I bought her to vet. :'(

Signing off,
Joanne

First Doggie's Gathering.

2011-07-04T16:52:00.001+08:00

Dear Diary,

I've been waiting for so long, today had come. Thank you Melissa and Daniel for inviting us to doggie gathering, both lilo and I had enjoyed a lot. Please invite us for more doggie gathering. :))

The reason being I would want to go for gathering because I loved dog all my life and I want to let lilo social with dogs more. But lilo don't know how to react with doggie and seems "lost" there. Hahaha. One funny part is, there's a poodle + Maltese mix want to "rape" lilo and I come for her rescue!! -.- all the doggie there was sterilize, all was shocked when lilo wasn't. 0.0

Say good bye to them at around 6pm, went temple a while and have punggol nasi lemak for dinner. 3 packets for $17!! Fainted*. went to tampines for movie "laddahland". I'll rate it for 9/10. Damn scary. Tried Texas Chicken for the first time, it sucks and yet expensive. :(

It's 3am, signing off now.

LILO, I Love You.

2011-06-28T23:00:00.001+08:00

It had been 8 days since I last worked. Bored and Tired ? Of course I am because of this lucky girl - LILO Ong. There're times when I'm really tired and have this feel of giving up, I told myself "一切都是值得的". I gave up my job for her and I'll never forsake her no matter what. :)

Lilo's walks timing : 7am 12pm 5pm 8pm and 11pm (timing might change). I'm glad that MIL* will help out a bit and I'm happy that she is willing to accept and dote on Lilo a bit more each day. :)

Because of Lilo, boyfriend and I quarreled a couple of times and there're times that I actually felt that maybe is the time to let go of this relationship. But, I held on hoping that things will change better. *cross my fingers*. :(

Last but not least, I will be officially god-daughter to MIMI and Daddy.

For more LILO's Pictures, Click Here.

TWO WEEKS WITH US . . . ♥

2011-06-03T12:26:00.000+08:00

TWO WEEKS WITH US... ♥

From this shocked face...
And this ANGRY face...

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THIS!

SHE'S SMILING! :)

I'M CONVINCED THAT LILO IS HAPPY WITH US! ♥♥♥

♥ this picture the most.
Taken via Iphone front camera.
^^V
Going to lalaland soon ~

Brought LILO♥ back to my own place today and she loved it. There's so much space for her to eat, play and sleep. As I'm in my own place, LILO♥ can do whatever she wants. Sleep and eat at my mattress, share pillow and blanket with me. Yes, I spoilt her. But what to do, I loved her so much and she always bully me. LOLS. During the weekend, she been to second aunt's and god-ma's house. Everyone dotes on her, she's fortunate now. :)

Last day of work on the 20 June 2011 and I can take care of LILO♥ 24 hrs a day. :)

I'll do anything for you... ♥

2011-06-02T12:40:00.000+08:00

LILO, sleep tight. I'll never forsake you...

I still remember on that day when I bought LILO home, I promised her that I will give my best to provide good life for her and never will I forsake her like how her owner did. Whenever I thought about LILO, my tears falls uncontrollably. I've made a decision, and I won't be regretting it. LILO is my life and everything... ♥

ONE WEEK WITH US...

2011-05-29T12:20:00.000+08:00

Just a blink of an eye, lilo had been staying with us for one week le. Taking care of her isn't the easy task that I've been imaging for the whole life. Boyfriend had been taking cab over to my place and drove me to his house, send me to my work place in Tuas, drove back the car and take bus to work. "SHAG" is the word that we could describe now. Boyfriend is falling sick now due to the sleepless night. Me, every 2-3 hours I will bring LILO down for walks. Everything is worth it because of her. :)

Enough of those nonsense, LILO bonded really well with me. Everyday when I went out for work and reach his place at around 9pm+, she did not eat or drink until I sit beside her and ask her to eat. Spoilted :( She only want me to bring her down for walks which really is a headache. She did not shit or urine at home which is a good thing. But keep tahaning shit and urine for so long it's not good for her health too. Decided, hope it went well...

Last saturday, LILO diarrhea and vomited at home, had a tough time with her. She's unwell and I couldn't do anything than keep sayang-ing her. :'( Vet's are damn expensive nowadays which I'll be bringing her to sterilize soon which will be costing ME $200+. After investigation, boyfriend's dad brought her to walk and she eat something unknown, he carried her up and guess it's too late. That results in food poisoning. I'll be more careful to what she ate next time. :(

DADDY AND MUMMY LOVE YOU! :)
mummy will be protecting you from now on and forever.

2011-05-23T12:44:00.003+08:00

THIS IS LILO, MY ♥

What's better than a love of a dog ?

Name : LILO
Age : 1 year old
DOB : 5th Jan 2010

Due to some irresponsible owner, LILO is my fostering pet from 23 May 2011. Lilo was breed for freaking money. When she is around 6 month old or less, was "sold" to a pet shop and been waiting for people to purchase. After 6 months in a small cage which unable to walk freely, caused her to be disabled (limping in her 4 legs). So this Pet Shop returned her back to the owner. Because of her disabilities, she couldn't be breed with her father. YES, HER FATHER for the pathetic cash.

On Vesak Day 17 May 2011, I've shown interest to adopt a pet. And Melissa suggested to foster a pet which I agreed. 20 May 2011, went to view the dog She is such a pathetic state, so smelly with her dirty face, body and matted fur. But we decided to give her a good home. BUT this owner said that she got this freaking BOND with the dog and need time to consider. (PS: IF YOU ARE REALLY THAT HUMAN, YOU WON'T BE BREEDING HER FOR FREAKING CASH.) Alright the next day, she decided to let go of the dog and we'll be collecting her on 28 May 2011. BUT out of the sudden she called and say that her MAID run away and she couldn't take care of LILO and wants us to collect on that day itself. (PS : her house got 4 dogs including LILO, one more dog very difficult meh?!). Called Melissa and ask Daniel to groom before going to her foster home (Boyfriend's house). This is the last time I'm going to say her story, I will be giving her a good home and forget about the past. ♥

Check out her updated pictures! Click HERE .

FIRST PRAWNING SESSION !

2011-04-30T12:23:00.005+08:00

FIRST PRAWNING SESSION !

thou' its expensive, but boyfriend say its worth it IF I'm happy. ♥

Happy Girl !
Boyfriend's friend - Pearlyn.

11 Prawnie!Washing !

PreparingBBQ-ing!Boyfriends cook for us. :)

We've never been to Prawning before, boyfriend says that it's a very expensive hobby. Which is very true, 3 hrs for $30!! But boyfriend say everything is worth it IF I'm happy. :) Pearlyn decides to go for prawning and asked us to join them, reluctant to join them, but we decided to try for the first time! So here we go, decided to try prawning for the first time!! The prawning place is so unique! It's because, if you're lucky you will fish some prawn that have a tag on their tails. Than exchange for money, etc... We had won $6 in 2 days! :)

We enjoyed! It's really very FUN! The kind of satisfaction that i've not been having for a very long time! I know how to prawn now, but sort of cruel when we need to remove the stuff in prawnie's mouth. *ouch*. So unhappy to leave the place when 3 hours are up, but boyfriend promised to bring me AGAIN to prawn the next day! Where can I find such a nice boyfriend? :) Caught 11 prawnie on the first day and 6 prawnie on the second day.

Stayed over at boyfriend's house for the long weekend again, "MIL" cooked meals for me every meals. Appreciated even thou it's fattening! But who cares now, eat le than say! :D "SIL" came back from his 10 days' trip to both Hong Kong and Taiwan! *ENVY* She bought me loads of Hello Kitty's stuffs and I'm really happy. :)

For more pictures, click HERE .

22 April 2011 .

2011-04-23T12:15:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY - 22 APRIL 2011

Boyfriend with Baby Krista. :)

Slept really late at 3am yesterday, woke up at 10am in the morning. First time slept so late at Boyfriend's house. Becos* I recognize my bed with my care bears etc... But, I settled down really quickly. :) Had a light breakfast and went to meet Boyfriend's Classmates to eat Dim Sum at China Town. Nothing special with the dim sum, all made of prawn, so sick of it. But I love his friend's accompany. I doesn't have much friends, glad that Boyfriend did and I make new friends. :) Met Jilia's baby girl the first time, she's SO cute! Didn't make it to her 1st month celebration but nevertheless, she still brighten up our day. Boyfriend loved her so much, keep carrying her walk around. He will be a great father next time, I believe. :)

Went boyfriend's home to rest and met boyfriend childhood friends to Flolicks Yogurt for the first time to chill before movie "Limitless". Tried their berries yogurt + 2 toppings for $7+. I wasn't a yogurt lovers at all, but I really enjoyed it. Finished the movie and reach his home at 3AM. Watched youtube for those Singapore quarreling in bus etc... Some Aunties are ridiculous. Really loved boyfriend's accompany. :)

The movie "limitless", I will rate it 7/10. It's seems ridiculous becos* one medication can make you be damn smart. Where is it ? I want to eat that too, and I can a millionaire. :)

Baby, I love you.

21 April 2011 - Good Friday.

2011-04-23T02:31:00.001+08:00

Since boyfriend is bathing right now, estimated that he will need 30mins to bath. (I don't know the reason. LOL. So I gonna use the time to blog. :)

22 April 2011 - alright, today is "good friday" for all Christian in the world. Hope you've a great time today. && I'm happy too, becos I'm having long weekend! Hahahaha. And I actually mistaken that good Friday with vesak day! I actually told my mum that we can use the time to go temple to pray that we usually does! Shyt, she laugh her lungs out. Yeah, go ahead and laugh! LOL!

Woke up at 5am in the morning. Yes 5AM! Becos my human clock couldn't adjust the time and they don't know that actually is a holiday! -.- Oh well, went back to sleep until 10am and boyfriend woke me up. First thing is the morning, boyfriend told me is "baby, can I cool peas for my Goldie? They seems like they having a bladder problem." I look at him and -.- and say NO. Than prepare to go out. Near to the expressway, she jumped out and say that she never bring out her phone. So we u-turn back and take. -.- than fetch MIL (yes, I already treat her as one). We went to Sakura International buffet located in down town east. Wana go to orchard outlet, but it's close down. Eat, ate, eaten... Stupid steamboat thingy burnt my finger. Ask the people bring the medication, make until so big until chef came out and apologize. -.-"'

After that went to her aunt place, a BTO in punggol. Damn nice loh, like condo! It's considered quite big and spacious for a 3 room flat! Hope my 4 room will be bigger. :) went to ion to shop around. Went to SK and see diamond rings. Guess what?! We walked out with a $2739 diamond ring in my hands. OMFGSH. But it's damn nice lah! -.-"'

Than when to LV's shop. Loved the key pouch, and boyfriend ask his sister go HK to buy, hopefully is cheaper. :) Went to boyfriend de temple to see a case. Than headed home with a old airport road's garlic chicken chop! :)

Boyfriend came back than finished his dinner at 10pm. Called his childhood friend out. Went to east coast park and chill. Like his childhood friend too. They're very nice people. Love triple date. <3

Alright got to go, meeting his friend tomorrow. :)

Summary of my 20th Birthday.

2011-04-14T12:22:00.005+08:00

END OF MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION ♥
Why the happiest time past so FAST ? :(

Birthday Part One - Boyfriend promised to buy me a cake from Fruit Paradize (Strawberries and Mango). Invited God-Parents, Bingren and Charlene to my house to cut cake together! Boyfriend wished and kissed me when the clock strike twelve. How sweet is he ? Loved him loads. Whats my birthday wish ? 1st : hope boyfriend and I will grow old together. 2nd : Hope mummy will happy and healthy! Did I wish something for myself ? Noped. I'm satisfied with my life right now, all I wish is ... Two person whom is the most importantly to me will be healthy and happy, what I can still wish for ? ♥

Birthday Part Two - Took leave from work today, Mummy brought me to Malaysia together with third and grandmother along with us. :) Went to eat BEST Mee Hoon Kuay that mummy claimed. Yes, there's a lot of variety sold there. Tried a unique fried fish ball which had fish eggs filled inside, I liked it. (Y) Overall, I still think that opposite of my house's Mee Hoon Kuay taste better. :P Shopped at Malaysia's Sentosa and off we go have lunch AGAIN! We tried hot stone there and I loved it TTM! It's really nice and cheap compared to Singapore!! Shopped at a town don't know where. Trimmed my eye browns, than off to have dinner at "777". Went to watch Ge Tai that grandmother and third aunt liked. A experience that you'll never get to try when you are in Singapore. We drank, and I swear I wasn't drunk! :) Last minute packing of bags as the next day will be going to have company's trip - Batam. :)

Birthday Part Three - Woke up at 5am+ to prepare to go to Harbor Front ! Ate Mcdonald breakfast with boyfriend and we met and Q-ed up and go to Batam ! Had sea sick there, had boyfriend's Sayang and I felt better. :) Bought two Polo shirt and some tibits and have lunch at some wulu place. Yucks, seafood not fresh. Went for massage which boyfriend insisted. Good for relaxing! Chiong to the opposite shopping centre and shop for bloody 30mins. :( Bought nothing there except of crepe, first time trying strawberry ice cream's crepe and it and it taste like HEAVEN specially when in such a hot day like 40 degree in Batam! Our resort is located in Harris Batam's resort. GREAT and safe place I felt. :) Reached at around 6.30pm and realized that our room's air-con are spoiled faster ask the people come repair and glad it's done. :) Than went for buffet dinner. Same, dinner sucks. Wanted to prepare for swimming, than the hotel surprised me with the birthday song and pressie! Awwww, so touched and felt paiseh the same time too. Their service is really good! Will want to go back again IF I still have the chance! BUT, boyfriend and I need to save, so better give it a miss. There's a FOC pizza, therefore we tried something that we won't be able to. EAT AT THE BED! Who cares about dirtying the bed ? :P Slept and wake up play GO KART with colleague. Reach home hell tired. :(

Birthday Part Four (1) (2) - Actually it's our celebration for our 3rd anniversary. I also don't know why boyfriend chose that date to be together. Thinking back... Three year ago I'm still so young ! :P Swam 3 times in one day! Loved the swimming pool a lot! Sky garden, that's nothing much there. Not worth $20. Bought mummy up and she damn mountain tortise! At level 57, she felt giddy and wana vomit already! LOL! Bought a T-Shirt there. Loved it . :))

There's all about my birthday celebration and anniversary. Boyfriend, I don't want to "be forever lasting with you" but I want to "grow old together with you". I really love you as much as I loved myself. I may be saying loads of harsh words when we quarreled, but I don't mean it. :)

Click on "Birthday Part One , two and four" for my photos! :)

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY - PART ONE .

2011-03-31T23:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 20 BIRTHDAY - PART ONE . ♥

Thank you Boyfriend for this cake ♥ .

Me and Boyfriend ♥ .

God-Ma, Mummy and Boyfriend ♥ .

Two Sweet Couple ♥ .

FINALLY BIG 2 ! ♥
Birthday Girl with the cake ♥ .

Boyfriend lighting up the candle .

Birthday Girl ♥

Wish Upon A Wishing Stars ♥ .

BLOW ARH ! ♥Cut Cake ♥DBT Boyfriend ! ♥

For more pictures for my 20th Birthday - Part one , click here . ♥

Happy 20TH Birthday to MEEEE ! ~ Finally reached the BIG 2 !Just a very simple celebration this year , invited my God-Ma , Daddy , Bing Ren Biao Ge & Charlene Jie to my house and blow cake . Thanks for coming to celebrate with me. Appreciated . My birthday cake is from Fruit Paradize, quite expensive for the cake but boyfriend commented that as long as I'm happy, everything is worth it. Love you ~ ♥

Took leave for the next day, will be going Malaysia with Mummy, Grandmother and Third Aunt. Stay tunes for my 20th Birthday - Part 2 ! :)

2011-03-31T12:37:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW IS MY 20TH BIRTHDAY ! ♥

2011-03-30T12:29:00.002+08:00

2 MORE DAYS TO MY 20TH BIRTHDAY ! ♥
3 MORE DAYS TO MY BATAM'S TRIP ! ♥
7 MORE DAYS TO MY MBS' STAY ! ♥

2011-03-29T12:21:00.002+08:00

3 MORE DAYS TO MY 20TH BIRTHDAY ! ♥

3 more days to my 20th Birthday, soon will be entered my "2" of my life. My going-to-be 20 years of my life, I've never been to any hardships. Those who jealous of my life, I seriously don't give it a freaking damn. You know who you are, seriously stabbed this few days. Very offended, but don't intend to say it out. Yes, I'm very high profile but doesn't mean you have the right to say me. Come on, retribution will take place. Take care. I always believe that "Ren zai zhuo, tian zai kan". That's what I wanted to say. :))

Oh yes, yesterday I felt that my shrimps are damn happy (Don't ask me why). Seldom take pictures of all my shrimps coming together to feed. Seriously loved my shrimps TTM! Now I know why all my shrimps changed color to white! It's because, the light was too strong for my poor shrimps. I always tot that shrimps need light to survive but in the end I realized that both Java Moss and Shrimps don't need direct light. My tank was put close to window, that's more than enough. :)

Will be going to cut my fringe today before I set off to Batam, in case my fringe affects my photos. Yes, even thou it's just Batam but I do enjoyed with my boyfriend. Doesn't need to go to FAR places to seek happiness. :)

2011-03-28T12:31:00.004+08:00

BATAM TRIP THIS SATURDAY ! ♥

5 more days to Batam's trip, seriously can't wait for it! April will be a busy busy month but I LIKE. Hees* Will be going both Batam and MBS's trip, gonna spend so much $$! But boyfriend told me that as long there's a smile on my face, everything is WORTH ! ♥

New addition to my Goldie's family. Now we have 11 Goldie in our 3 feet tank instead of 10. Both boyfriend and I couldn't stand my Mummy's nagging that must have odd number instead of even. Now, she's complaining that my new addition is UGLY. But both boyfriend and I loved to bits, what do you think ? :))

Boyfriend, can you look at me instead of Goldie ? :(

Early 20th Birthday Present. ♥

2011-03-22T12:31:00.004+08:00

Mummy♥, thank you for the Xbox !

Finally after consideration for quite a long time, decided to get a Xbox Kinect for my 20th birthday's present from Mummy♥. I got mine on 20 March 2011 Sunday. I would like to thank, xiao bai, xinyi, charlene and bingren for the wonderful birthday present - Kinect Sports. Finally, Mummy♥ allowed them to come my house to play those games together with me. The bad thing about Xbox is, you'll get whole body ache the next day ! HAHAHAHA*. It been ages since I last exercised, Xbox sure will help me lose some weight. && Boyfriend♥ enjoyed playing together with me, but often complain about body aches the day after. :)

5 Shrimps' Paradize.

2011-03-17T12:21:00.002+08:00

Here is the only picture that I've for all my shrimps. I'm pretty convinced that I've lost one of my shrimp as I only counted 4 shrimps for 2 days. Yes, I'm very upset. But there's nothing I can do except to do my best to let 4 other shrimps have better survival. A few days ago, I'm really afraid that they'll be all dead, due to the fading of colors. The reason is, the water temperature is too hot for them or due to old age. But chiller cost a BOMB, therefore decided to get Coral Chips for my shrimps and they sure turn up better. For more pictures of my shrimps, click here .

Alright, my 10 Goldie is still happily swimming around with the help of their daddy. Yesterday, their daddy pamper them with "worms" and they really happy and enjoying ! The water won't get very dirty as they will "clean" up the tank and left with no "worms". However, they shit increased a lot ! Glad that I've a good filter so I wasn't very afraid of it. For Goldie's Picture, click here .

Last but not least , MUMMY GETTING ME A XBOX KINECT for my 20th Birthday. :)

Shrimps Paradize. - 1 Week -

2011-03-11T12:16:00.005+08:00

I didn't know that there's so many colors of shrimps available in the world, I only knows of those in the market (red/black). Somehow, my interests of getting shrimps GREW and I managed to persuade my mummy and here am I keep a mini aquarium on my own. :)

Pictures are in the following link : Click *

Bought mine last friday 4 March 2011. Even thou a lot of people told me that my Shrimps won't be able to survive, I gonna prove it to them that "Hey, my shrimps are surviving, and yours dead. :P" I started having sakura shrimps, and I'll expose myself next time when I've better and bigger tank. :)

Happy 2 Years 11 Months Month-niversary!

2011-03-01T12:22:00.006+08:00

We'll have have a wonderful celebrations on my 20th Birthday + Anniversary . ♥

Happy 2 Years 11 Months month-niverary babyboy! As long as I'm with you holding hands, I'm fortunate and happy already. I want to grow old together with you. ♥

2nd - 3rd of April : Batam Trip.
9th - 10th of April : MBS's hotel stay.

We'll spend a lot of money on both trips, but babyboy say it's worth it as long it's brings a smile on my face. How grateful I can be ?! ♥

下一站，幸福 ♥

2011-02-21T12:30:00.002+08:00

下一站，幸福 ♥ !! ~ I've been watching this drama over the weekend as Hubby wasn't there for me. He's busy over temple's related stuff, but I really appreciate that he's there for me when he's free. Example : He knew he'll be busy during Sunday. Saturday's night he gave me a surprise after he finished temple! Very touched but refuse to show it as I've a bit of cold war with him. But everything ended peacefully, both of us wasn't wounded. Even since we gotta a flat, we did not quarrel over trival stuffs becos` all wasn't worth. :)

下一站，幸福 ♥ really a nice drama, I know I was very slow~ Becos` always busy with kites. :P Since starhub demand tv now free whole episode until 28 feb, I'm trying to watch each and every episode. If I missed it, I can watch online than. I swear I gonna watch it finish! Cry my eyes out!

Confirmed Batam Trip 2-3 April .

2011-02-18T12:27:00.008+08:00

CONFIRMED BATAM'S TRIP ON THE 2-3 APRIL ! ♥

As stated, I'll be going to Batam on the 2nd and 3rd of April! Even thou it's just Batam, but I'm still excited and happy about that! That will be a belayed birthday celebrations together with Fiance♥ as my birthday is on the 1st April. First birthday, he bought me a 1.9K worth of Diamond from SK, 2nd, he brought me to HONG KONG. 3rd, to Batam. Downgraded isn't it ? Supposed we are going to Taiwan this year, however we decided to save before our flat ready in 2015. After everything is done, we can relax whatever we want!

We'll be staying at Harris Resort and we'll be shopping at Nagoya. It's a company's trip, therefore I only need to pay $15!!! But Fiance need to pay for the full price, $165. That total up $180 which we need to pay. $90/person, quite worth it isn't it ? && everything is gonna pay by HIM! *Heehee*.

Pictures That I Gotta From Google :

Overview ♥

Swimming Pool ♥

The room ♥ (I think).

Valentine Day 2011

2011-02-15T12:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY! ♥

As stated, Happy Valentine's Day to all the couples in the world!~ How do you celebrate your Valentine's day? For me, even thou it's just a simple dinner with Hubby♥, But still I feels blessed. As both of us are trying very hard to save money for our love nest in 2015, we felt that we shouldn't spend too much on Valentine. Therefore, we just meet at Lot1 and have dinner at "Dian Xiao Er". Yes, he brought me flowers. :))

I would want to take this opportunity to tell Hubby♥:
Babyboy♥, I doesn't care how romantic you are in Valentine day like other boyfriend would do to their girlfriend. I'm already blessed enough to have a simple dinner with you. All I hope is that you will grow old together with me. :)

ALL ABOUT CHINESE NEW YEAR .

2011-02-08T12:24:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

Chinese New Year Day 1 - Went to Grandma's house to Bai Nian. Eat steamboat and rest + chit chat a while. Than went to Bingren's house to Bai Nian too! :)

Chinese New Year Day 2 - Went to Fiance's house, his grandmother and relative house to bai nian! Than rush all the way back as my relative came my house to play black jack and mahjong. Ordered Pizzahut delivery as it's easier than steamboat. Just nice, I've craving for that too. (Y)

Chinese New Year Day 3 - Went to Fiance's relative to bai nian too. After than went to river there to walk walk see see together with his third aunt. Went to the new shopping center at the Marina Bay Sand. Oh My God! All branded stuffs. How I wish I got the $$ to buy~ But too bad, I'm saving right now. My beloved house are more important! Midnight went to Loyang Duo Pek Gong there to pray. Go to Jurong there to eat supper of nasi lemak. :)

Chinese New Year Day 4 - Slept at 4am and wake up at 8AM! Accompanied Fiance to his house and he needa pray. We went there via taxi! I been years since I last took a cab! This sibei nice taxi driver charges us $15.00 instead of $15.20. (Y) He went to temple and pray until 3pm. While I stayed with his mummy. "MIL" treats me rather well and appreciated. She cooked nice food for me and I'm really happy. Went to see his third aunt new punggol BTO flat. I really liked it, look like condo sia! *DROOL* Hope my flat will be about the same. *PRAY*.

Every Chinese New Year's eve, Fiance is not with me as he is with his parents. How I wish I can be with him. :'(

Fiance is down with a very bad cough, please recover soon alright?

除夕夜 - 2011

2011-02-03T02:55:00.001+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE. :)

Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, is the day we eat 团圆饭. This year, we eat 团圆饭 at 同乐 to eat together with uncle && 三姨. This year is special, we didn't eat steamboat at home with only mummy and me. What a special year! Photos will be uploaded in Facebook, lazy to upload here! :P

Finally had our flowers bought today. Due to the raining season, all the flowers wasn't as pretty yesterday. But we managed to buy somewhere in Yun Qing Road. Flowers are pretty! (Y)

Went home to put the flowers, send 三姨 home to put the flower pots. Than go God-Ma house. 三姨 doesn't want go temple to pray, so I fetch fiancé from his home and we go temple to pray! After fiancé send us home, he go home le. He didn't accompany me. :(

在新的一年, 希望妈妈和老公都能身体健康, 开开心心, 万事如意, 财源滚滚来! 我爱你们!

Counting Down To CNY's Eve. - 7 Days.

2011-01-26T12:23:00.004+08:00

6 MORE DAYS TO CNY'S EVE! :)

As stated, 6 more days to Chinese New Year's eve! Seriously can't wait! Chinese New Year will be the happiest day of the year when you can actually wear your New clothes and shoes. Not forgetting ANG BOs (Red Packets). I can calculate that a few years later I won't be actually looking forward to CNY as I'll need to give Red Packets instead of receiving them because I'll probably getting married So, I got to enjoy more before I can't! This CNY is different, as I'm working therefore doesn't have the chance to go shopping more as I used to. && I only brought black/blue color dress. Dead Meat. :X

6 more days of CNY, but here am I having bad cough, flu, sore throat and feverish. I need to faster recover so that I can enjoy my CNY! Yesterday I couldn't wake up to work, so visited Doctor Alan (My Family Doctor) and was awarded 1 day MC. Spend the whole day sleeping which is good! No doubt my illness are recovering! (Y) It's all the orange fault who made me cough my lungs out! ARGHS. But blame myself of eating so much oranges. :(

Alright, GTG. End my post with a picture which Mum Tagged me. (Her first tagging)

Passion for kites.

2011-01-23T00:20:00.001+08:00

Here am I blogging at Marina Barrage. The wind is so-so && my mini ghost kite went up to the sky. The wind is not strong enough for my 15 meters octopus pinky to be up. Fiancé is pretty upset. Leave it all to fate. Laughs*.

Fiancé and I hooked up of kites becos my cousin and I went to picnic in Barrage. Fiancé is really unwilling as he tot that kite is a waste of time. After the first experience, he's hooked. Laughs*. I always tot that kite is a cheap hobby, but from the rate that he's buying. He does really spend a lot. -.-"' we do arrange to purchase directly from china. If interested please contact me. :)

Thank you - My future neighbors.

2011-01-19T20:43:00.001+08:00

As stated, I would like to thank all my future neighbors whom helped me a lot during the selection of my BTOs - Senja Parc View. Becos both mummy and I are CLUE-LESS about the stuffs regarding of the flat and I'm a problematic person, I've loads of question and anxiousness. But they're really patience with me and answer to all my questions and calm me down. I really appreciate it very much. There're so many people to mention, I would like to thank you from my bottom of my heart! Muacks*! Today is the start of selection of 2 & 3 room flat, good luck to those haven't select their flat yet!

It's really funny to know your future neighbors even before you moved in! 2011, it's the new generation time! We actually can make friends with your neighbor even before the flat is build! Hahahaha! Next time just a call && you'll find your mahjong friends! I found someone who is opposite of my flat. It's a miracle isn't it? I'm still hunting of my neighbors! :D

End my post with a wishlist :
I want to go Taiwan so badly with fiancé! :(

A Brand New Story - Selecting Our Love Nest.

2011-01-16T20:15:00.004+08:00

Since October, fiancé and I decided to apply for HDB's BTO (Senja Parc View). The reason being we decided to apply for SPV :
1) is really near my mummy. In any event she doesn't want to live with us, we'll be just a 5 min driving different.
2) heard there'll be a MRT/LRT therefore the location is great.
3) I love the natural environment. I can take a stroll and picnic if we wants to. However, we doesn't have the chance of facing the park view, but I'm really contented to live in storey 22!

Reached HDB Hub at around 815am (Kiasu) when my appointment was actually 915am+. My Q no is 261, and there are 2 Q no in font of me. The person in font of me chose level 26, therefore I got no choice to take either 24, 23 and 22. But mum says that 24 is a unlucky number so crossed out. Either 23 or 22. Both fiancé and I decided that #22-333 is better than #23-333! Therefore, so we chose #22-333 instead. That's how my love nest being selected. :)

16Jan11 will be the new story for both fiancé && I. We'll be expecting our love nest in 2015. Fiancé, I just wants to tell you that ILOVEYOU. I'm not good at expressing my thoughts in words but I love you, yes I do. Muacks*.

2011-01-13T12:18:00.001+08:00

3 MORE DAYS TO MY SELECTION FOR FLAT !

Seriously, I can't wait !

5 more days to flat selection ~

2011-01-11T21:26:00.001+08:00

As stated, can't wait for Sunday to come so that both fiancé and I can build our love nest. <3

Busy Weekend. ~

2011-01-09T17:08:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, I'm using my iPhone 4 to blog! Yes, I'm been thinking for so long and now decided to purchase and not waiting for the white colour. Heehee*!

What a busy and tiring weekend I had this week. Saturday wake up at 730pm went to HDB HUB like finally~ went to see the 3D model and typical 4 room show flats. As I'm really bad in map, than now I see the real thing, I felt much better and without stress! Than rush to UOB hub to Q for iPhone 4, but out of stock! Than rush to cuppage, && it's out of stock too! Fainted*! Heard that M1 got unlimited stock, went to West mall to purchase at 730pm and there's still stock! Don't need like starhub so 可怜! After that went marina barrage to fly kite!

Sunday, wake up at 8am. I'm damn tired, slept at 4am the day before... But still struggled to wake up accompany fiancé and mummy buy iPhone 4. Yes, my mummy get her iPhone 4 too! Wahahahas! Starhub no 32Gb today for fiancé, so only fiancé no iPhone! After that go eat dim sum~

Alright, got to go. Very tired!

2011-01-07T12:00:00.000+08:00

9 MORE DAYS TO SELECT MY FLAT!

Seriously felt that there isn't any good flat left for us.
Just see how it's goes.~

Happy new year <3

2011-01-01T08:36:00.000+08:00

To all my reader, wish you all a happy new year. <3

fiancé; wish you happy 29th birthday!~ love you many many. We'll be having a flat real soon in 2015. Will be settling soon with our flat and family. you're my one and only one. <3

finally long weekend are here ~

2010-12-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

After considering for so bloody long, I've permed my hair on the 27th Dec. It's very difficult to maintain, but I still love it very much. (Y)

Alright, tomorrow and monday I don't need to work. Will start work on Tuesday. Woohoos~ How should I spend my long weekend? I've no plans. :( ! Tomorrow will be going to Boon Lay there to count down with cousin and family. As usual, fiancé and I will be together to watch the fire works. <3 !

My wishes for 2011 :
- My job will be smooth and progress well.
- Gonna have my own HDB flat.
- Stable life with fiancé.
- Mummy in good health and happy always.
- 天下太平!

Mummy just treat me Sakae Sushi tonight as Christmas present. (Y)

缘分让我们成为朋友.

2010-12-16T01:47:00.000+08:00

Hello, it been ages since I last blogged. I just wana say, 我很伤心.

Fate brings us back together, I really thank god for it of letting me meet you again for the second time. && let us continue our precious friendship, but for a short period of time. Now you're gone, I'll miss you terribly without you in my life. I appreciate the last hug you gave me before you leave. Take care my friend. All the best to you for the future. I'll try the best to live without you. :')

Alright, i've been worked for 3 months+, && ive passed my probiation. I'm really happy about that. I'm happy with my job and will 加油 for my future!

加油欣霖，你可以的！

2010-10-08T14:37:00.003+08:00

WILL BE GOING TO NIGHT SAFARI TOMORROW!

Why suddenly I'll be going Night Safari to celebrate Halloween, which I never done it before? Here it's goes, last year wanted to go Night Safari, but due to some reason, me and Dearest so called quarrelled, ended up never go. Wanted to join my cousins, but something cock-ed up that day, ended up never go. Alright, it's fated. So, this year, suddenly I realized that it'll be halloween soon, so I went to check the website and realized. If book in september, there'll be 10% discount. Than Dearest chiong-ed to book, but need to book 10 days in advance! Wanted to go there to celebrate our two years six months there, BUT ended up went there one week later which is tomorrow. Nevermind, better than nothing. ♥

Today marks the 20th day of working in Tuas, yesterday something happened. I'm really really saddd. However, Dearest is always there to console and sayang* me. What more I can ask for? He promised me something and I'm really happy! This world is so complicated for me to handle. At my age, I should be studying not working, however, I'm not that smart and I landed in cruely work place. Life is full of ups and down, this forced me to grow up and be more matured! ♥

Enough of sad stuffs. I'm soooo excited about tomorrow's Halloween's party! will I faint there? So stay tuned to my photos! ♥

2010-10-06T16:00:00.004+08:00

HUGE EVENTS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE! ♥

01.10.10 - Happy Children's Day to all the children in all the world, Yes, I know I'm kinda late now, but it's better than nothing! && it's my two years six months anniversary with Dearest ! Oh my god, We been together for so long that I can imagine!♥

There will be something huge changes in my life, I don't know what to do and I don't know how to decide. Wanted to discuss with someone close to me, however, she disagreed 100%-ly. In my heart, I would want to do it so badly. But I'm really really afraid... If I made the wrong choice, there'll be no way back. God, please enlighten me.♥

I LOVE YOU, YES I DO. ♥

2010-10-03T11:57:00.007+08:00

STRAWBERRY AND MANGO ♥

Hello blogging at 12pm on a Sunday's afternoon, Dearest is still sleeping and I got bored of buffet wars. So here am I to blog, hope my blog is not that rusty eh? Was really tired on weekday due to work. I shall blog on weekend if I'm free. ♥

02.10.10 - Saturday (kite's day).
After squeezing my brain what special dinner we're going to have, we decided to try the "Waffle Cottage". I'm really excited about eating that as there's waffles and refillable fondue + a lot of wonderful comments given. But after eating at the Suntec's outlet, I'm really disappointing. IMO, this place sells normal waffles but in a expensive pricing. The waffle is so hard, burnt, dry and bitter. I think other places like those normal cake's shops' waffles can make better waffles OR even me can make nice waffles too! Refillable chocolate fondue, couldn't finish the dilute chocolate and how can we still ask for refill? Crowded? There's only me && Dearest together with a family of 3 at there. Both me and Dearest are not going to visit them again. What a sad sad case. Two person can eat $40 waffles?! *fainted* Alright, let the pictures talk.

The Pathetic Menu. ♥

The "thick" refillable fondue. ♥

Couple Fondue's set. ♥

After kite flying, we went to eat supper at Sugar Granny's Cafe. It's awesome! The bone-less chicken wing's is specially made for me who don't wish to make a mess with the bones and fingers, you can eat it without using the fingers too! + the sibei hot chilli makes it more delicious! && we've desserts there, Mango + Pamelo && Dearest's sago. ♥

Mine Mango && Pamelo. ♥

Dearest. ♥

Before I forget, Dearest's bringing me to Night Safari to celebrate Halloween! (Y)

2010-09-12T15:00:00.004+08:00

A HAPPY WEEKEND WITH DEAREST.♥

Saturday 11th September ;

Dearest wants to celebrate my first day of work tomorrow, therefore decided to bring me out to Marriott Hotel for international buffet, however, I decided to save more money for out kites which needed $300 for two kites from china. Therefore, we decided to go to Fish Market to settle for dinner instead. We're too full for desserts which we'll be going there to try next time, "Mud Pie" we are coming! ~ After that, we went to Marina Barrage again to fly kite. This time round, we spend 6 hours there due to very good wind. Enjoyed myself to the fullest before I start work. Below is the picture and let them do the talking instead. ♥

My Drinks; Topical Breeze♥

Our Drinks; His Ice Peach Tea.♥

Nice Mushroom Soup.♥

Huge Lobster's Meal For Two.♥

Friday 10th September ;

It's a long weekend as that day is a public holiday, therefore decided to have a nice dinner before going to fly kite. However we couldn't decide what to eat, wanted to eat 7th storey's steamboat at Marina Barrage, ended up mummy not feeling well. Wanted to try the Katong's laksa, saw Ashton there and decided to settle our dinner there. The food is nice and most important is that there's not looong Q which we hated a lot. Shall let the picture talks instead.♥

Ordered so much yet it's so cheap!♥

Superb Mushroom Soup!♥

Fish with herbs. NICE!♥

His. ♥

So-So Chicken Wings.♥

Going to start work tomorrow, hope everything goes went for me without making any mistakes.

2010-07-26T13:17:00.008+08:00

我一次又一次以为那个人是你。。。

I Used To Fall In Love With You Deeply Before.

Since I got the time to blog now, I should. Have you ever saw a person whom you loved really deep before look alike with that person you saw in the streets? You thought that you already put that person deep in your heart but when this look alike person appeared, your heart bleeds again? When you thought that you can face him straight in the face when the next time you saw him YET this look alike person appeared you hide in the corner and hope he didn't see you? PS: Just some quotes I saw online and it meant nothing.

Alright, I've a great weekend! On Saturday, we went to NDP located at Pandang. The last time I been to a NDP is 8 freaking years ago! Can you believe it that I can go to NDP again to experience it again when i'm only primary 5 at that time?! Woohoos! When I'm primary 5, I came home with heat rashes because it's like damn hot there! ~ So this time round, I brought fans there + sunblock lotion + caps! Who knows that it wasn't that hot at all and I enjoyed everything there~ I LOVE SINGAPORE!~

As usual, went to Marina Barrage on weekend on Sunday, first time fly with the lights with the butterfly! Loved kite flying to the max! A lot of people come and ask us about where do we get out kites and the lights blah blah, some even tried to feel the tension of the kites! Hees^! Reached Marina Barrage at around 4pm+ after taking a one hour nap. Around 6pm+, we went to eat the steamboat located at the Marina Barrage named "7th storey". It's very nice when you can eat seafood steamboat. Cost us $90 for 2 person which is a very steep price but we did enjoyed ourself very much as the food is very fresh and nice! Saw Mr Lee Kuan Yew there! Omfghs, he's really healthy and pink of health! Really "pink" skin all over him. Wanted to take photos to show, however lucky I didn't if not will be stopped by the police as some people took pictures and scolded by the bodyguards blah blah. Laughs*! After dinner when back to fly kite. At around 9pm+, alarm rang and asked us stay indoors as there will be possible thunder to strike in that area. Alright, keep our stuffs and home sweet home! :)

GREAT WEEKEND!❤

I really love you, Yes I Do. ❤

2010-07-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

It had been quite some time since I last blogged, finally got the mood and the time to blog now. Suddenly, somehow I been reflecting on myself what I've actually been doing during 19 years of my life after completed my secondary school. Surprisingly, I managed to passed my N's levels without attending school for like 6 months. That period of time is the worst dark period of my life which I won't be able to forget for the rest of my life. Been in and out of hospital is not a joke, sufferings until now I couldn't forgets. Everyone in the school even the teacher thinks that I won't be able to pass my N's. I got this guy named "S", all thanks to him, I managed to pass my N's levels. Guess what he told me? "你是我们NA的败类！" meaning, you're the pest of normal academic. I'm going to pull the overall percentage down, guess what? I didn't, who is the dragging down? Tsk*. I would like to thank this particular guy here, "F", you're my pillar of my life, you held myself up and I falls very deeply, you're the only one who willing to hold onto my hands when I needed. Thanks. :)

I decided to skip my O's to run away from the fact that I've to face those people in my school. Alright, now thinking back, I sort of regretted being childish and immature. I decided to further my studies in Clementi Ite, how I wish I put in more effort in that cert, because` I've no interest in that. However, I passed my ITE and got the "nitec in office skills" cert. After everything, I decided to free from everything in the past, therefore, I decided to change my name. From Joanne Lee Zu'Er to Lee Xin Lin.

After my studies, I sort of became sick of studies and decided to work for money and gain experience. Worked for 6 months, decided to quit, and want to further my studies but my mum disagreed. So one day, meet with this guy "L" to play badminton, he told me to fight for what I wanted. I want to study for my future, and this guy seems to be a person whom god sends to helped me. I'm not a Christian so don't mistaken. He enlighten me and I decided to tell my mum about that, therefore I decided to research on what I actually wanted to study and here I'm, studying for diploma in international business management. It's not easy, but thanks to Friends whom helped me when I'm doubt or whatsoever. After eight months, finished all my examinations. Waiting for results now.

Anyways, I got my first A in my accounting module. :)

2010-06-30T20:50:00.001+08:00

After 8 Months Of Studying~ . . . .

我自由了!!! ❤

Once I put down my pen and handed in my organizations behavior's paper, that marks the "end" of my MDIS study course. Why the "end"? Becos` everything not confirmed that I might pass all my examinations. 4 Subject passed, not in flying colours but I had passed. Now still left Business Accounting, Fundermental Information Technology, Business Statics and Organizational Behavior. The one in red means that I might need to take subpaper as I really bad in IT and 80% need to take subpaper. Sighs*. May god bless me. :)

Oh Yes let me say this super "natural" thingy, everytime before I sit for exams, I'll go to the temple opposite my house to pray for passing of marks. It's not 100% pass but it gives me a secure feeling. Alright I prayed that hope the gods will let me have good grades blah blah.. Than when I start my paper, I saw this normal red ant at my place and crawled to my writting material! Nevermind it crawls to the place I wrote and nearly killed by my pen. -.-''' I wanted to kill it but suddenly this "god thingy" flash in my head. Than I decided not to kill it but I "moved" it using my NRIC to another place where wont disturb me. Than it stopped moving! I think siao liao loh, I too harsh than ant passed away. Than after 10mins it moved again than start moving to my writting space again! Than I shifted like 5 times loh. Isnt ant should be afraid of humans and avoid them? Than during my last sentence, the ant still there, than after I put full stop, than it's GONE! Not anything scary but it's so "natural" !

ANYONE DATE ME OUT?

I'M FREEEEEEEEE!❤

2010-05-18T22:10:00.003+08:00

开开心心的过每一天不是很好吗? ♥
说的容易可是真的不容易！:((

Everyday, I always hoped that I can have a happy mind to study and enjoy the whole process because it's my last term in school already. However, things started to change when I feel happy and it won't last me a day, sad isn't it? But true!~ Alright, I admit is my fault becos' I'm from the afternoon batch yet join-ed the morning batch of classes. Becos' I wanted to opt but Rasid (course coordinator) said that I need to support the documents that I got work and had the need to change the timetable. But the problem is that where the hell am I going to FIND a company which I wasn't working?! Therefore this is the reason why I didn't opt for it. Today as usual went for the morning class than this stupid Rasid doesn't allowed the afternoon batch to sign the attendance. I say how am I going to sign my attendance? He say that today attandance is GONE and I've to attend the afternoon class AGAIN to get the attendance for today! -,-''' I told lecturer and explained to him, he says "Haiyah, don't need care lah, just come for afternoon lesson at 1215pm and get the attendance signed than can go already.." Thank goodness! But I meeting my friend for lunch at 12.15pm! No choice got to sign the attendance, than brought BubbleTea together with HuiYin than went back to sign norhs. Waste of time.♥

After a looooong consideration, I decided to just go to afternoon class from tomorrow onwards and will be meeting HuiYin at 11am to have lunch together before attending the afternoon class!♥

Went to NUH today, many memories came back to my mind that I've suffered in NUH and I really wish to forget everything which I know is impossible. If I've the choice, I doesn't want to step inside again. I'm really happy that I've survived it. Stop being EMO here. Alright, I wish you speedy recovery! :))

我现在才发现我真的很爱你, 不能没有你.♥

2010-05-17T18:00:00.006+08:00

Happy Ending Is Not Existed In Me.♥

Mood Changes So Fast Until I Couldn`t Take It. :((

As stated, "Happy" does not last me for a day. Sad isn't it? Today is Monday, a first day of school. Everyone is having Monday Bluee, but here am I keep telling myself that today is a day of happiness and I'm not going to have Blue Monday! Yes, I managed to see some of my friends which I've not been seeing them for like about 20 Days. Than I really enjoyed this module Business Statistics (BS). And I like the lectures too, becos` is going so slooooow! I Loved it the way it teach and always starts on the dot and end on the dot too at 1130am, YES! First time have lecturer whom so called so professional. Slow lesson give us a better understanding on the topic and understood it 100%! What's the point of rushing like catching a train yet the student didn't learn much and had to force themselves to study and pray hard that they understand. -.-'''

I love raining days! Therefore I enjoyed the cooling weather on the way out to school despite the feeling of "zombie walking" to the mummy's car due to I slept like 1am+ the night before?! Traffic jam until I almost puke on the car due to my stubbornness. I suppose to wake up at 6am yet I wake up at 6.15am. Therefore I'm catch in the stupid traffic jam. Grab something to eat and meet HuiYin to class. Felt so guilty that didnt managed to finish eating breakfast with mummy. :(( Enjoyed the class and 20mins break and it starts on the dot too! *CLAPS* Mummy having off day today, fetch me after school and send me to lot1 to buy subway for lunch! I'm really very happy that I could be able to eat lunch with Mummy becos' seldom have the chance to. Mummy off day which she can finally rest, had to send grandmother to NUH for appointments, see she so tired and doze off the moment she slept on the bed. -.-'''

Yes, my whole day mood changes which I regretted that I should take a nap. Than Nightmare starts. Here it goes... I go to my 保姆's house which I grow up and was send there before I was even one month old. Than there got my primary school, secondary school and Yanmar's colleagues. Than this person G, so called play a prank on me by pouring disgusting water on my dress is like whole bucket one loh! Than I started to cry. *Cry real bad like I had my Parent passed away* TOUCHWOOD. Than I started to go out of the house to wear my shoes. But they had kept my shoes away! Than I couldn't find my shoes and no matching shoes at ALL! Than I finally found a matching slippers (木屐) - a slippers which is wear by woman hundred years ago those RED kind. -.-''' Than is too BIG for me however I didnt care that much wear le jiu run. Than I run down the stairs. Than I keep crying until sibei jialat lah. Than I realized I'm wearing those (旗袍) RED de! Than a grandmother called me. "Ah Girl Arh, Why Are You Crying? Dont Cry, COme Sit Beside Me". This grandmother have a blissful face and keep waving to me ask me accompany her. Than she keep sayang me than I sit beside her! At that point of time downstairs got a lot of aunties and uncles chatting away. Than somehow I realized that something is wrong than I stand up see around, everyone is GONE!!! Kns, they all are ghost. Freako! Than I jumped up, feel something is wrong than call mummy, she say she's still at hospital, than I cry real bad lah! I should have, if not my mummy will be worried, but I just cant bear anymore. :'(

如果你瞎了，我就会是你的眼睛代替你去看世界。

如果你耳聋了，我就会是你的耳朵代替你去听世界。

如果你残废了，我就会是你的脚代替你去走完全世界。

如果你累了，我会在你的身边不离开你。

我真的很爱你，不能没有你。

*delicated to someone I Love*

Copyrighted by Joanne.

2010-05-13T15:32:00.003+08:00

3 More Days To Last Term In MDIS!♥

Provided I Passed All My Modules Without ~~Failing~~. :X

Alright, three more days to school. I wanted to finish all the stupid modules than leave that school asap. *hees*. Who like to study anyways, just study for the pathetic certs. Heard more and more people saying that MDIS cert is not recognized. Studying that hard yet the cert is not recognized, somehow got a little bit 不爽 lah, but also bo bian since we all already throw so many $$ to study for that course, 不爽 also need to pass it and get the cert and dont spend money on the stupid sub-papers. Until now i only got my E-Commerce and Business Law results. Hope to get other modules results soon so that I got more time to prepare for my sub-papers, no confidence of passing. Shall see how it goes. :( Got my time table for next term already and I shall go for morning class as usual. Next term will be Business Statics and Organization Behavior, heard is a easy module. But I'll pull up my socks and JIAYOU! I know I've been slacking on my last term, a lot of things happened in school, dont wana think about it and just focus on school next term.♥

8 May 2010 (Saturday) - Wedding Dinner In Holiday Inn Holiday -

Needed to wake up damn early for wedding dinner, however mummy needed to work therefore no car. We need to take public transport like bus and mrt. Meet L's friends at one of the MRT than we attend a lunch's dinner. After that went to walk walk around Orchard than travelled down to lot1 than mummy meet me than we go have a dinner at BPP to celebrate mother's day!♥

See the bride wearing in such a beautiful dress and have the blissful feeling. I too have the urge to get married. But who wana marry me with such a bad tempered girl? Being in a single parent family, I have the phobia of getting married, BUT as I grow up, things started to change. What actually happened is the last generation's matter, I dont wana think about it. What I can do is, start a family when I'm ready for that and give my kid-to-be a happy family and marriage. I want to get married in a place which is really romantic BUT I dont wish to be in a hotel. Maybe Sentosa, Zoo Or bird park. A place which there's outdoor and loads of animals!♥

The Place Is So Romantic!

Everything is so romantic! :))

10 May 2010 (Monday) - Celebrated Mother's day in Sakura -
Went to eat sakura with me and mummy alone, treated her to eat sakura at downtown east. Yes, is crazy to travel all the way from choa chu kang down to down town east. But all is worth it as the food there is really nice. Saw one of the chef there and he actually remembered me and he asked me why so long never come here eat le. *hees*. Returned home with a full stomach!♥

With One Of My Dog's Collections. :))

He's really cute! :))

11 May 2010 (Tuesday) - Help En En with her I-touch -
Xinyi suppose to go for her interview, but she ended up didnt go, therefore I dragged her down to help out with En En's I-Touch, spend 2 days to help to jailbreak her I-touch. -.-''' Have Mcdonalds for dinner. En En is sooo happy because she can eat cheese burger now as her mother dont allow her to eat. :P she finished her burger sooo fast! Than xiao bai meet us, than he helped En En with her stuff while we all played monopoly! :))

See her happy face! :))

Her Baby Picture. :))

Took this and edit for her. :))

MY CARE BEAR's COLLECTION!

Newest collection. Lolipop.

Dig and Dig- Found this!

2010-05-06T17:58:00.002+08:00

A Day To Malaysia!♥

Together With Mummy && Grandmother.♥

Been rott-ed at home for many days, today since is mummy's off day than we decided to go Malaysia to chill. Was a quite one to Malaysia becos' grandmother will be easily tired and same goes to mummy too, she's always busy with her work now. :(( Suppose to wake up at around 9am, after mummy went to settle her work's stuff than BUT I couldnt wake up, I jumped up at 1045am than called mummy to apologise, Heng she didnt blame me becos' she need to settle her work stuff too. Than make up prepare le is already 12pm+ le, went to have my favourite lunch at Lavender at Malaysia, while I've my favourite fish and chips which I always ordered when I went there. Than both mummy and grandmother had chicken rice. They said can fight with those resturant de! Than went to holiday plaza to have our padicure done. Mummy's nicer while my nails kns! Dont really like it. Sobs. Nevermind, I will have my nails changed soon. Sighs* Than brought grandmother's stuff than went home le. Reached home at around 530pm+. Fast isnt it ? :))

Someone really pissed me off. Dont wana mention the name here. This particular person really wasted my time and made me really very pissed off! Let me name this person as "J". Why? J showed interested to buy perfumes from me. Than spend like 2hrs+ talking to J about the prices && show J the picture to confirm with J blah blah blah. J said that he want to get the perfume to use for himself/herself. Than suddenly asked me to purchase for J first and J will transfer the money to me by the end of the month! Cant I so stupid purchase first than collect the $$ than what IF J wants away? Than J say will transfer the money to me on end of the month, Okays than I will purchase after I receive the payment. Than suddenly J transferred to money today and guess what? J wants to meet tonight! Payment today than wana meet today?! Than nevermind I say cannot I havent even purchase than will faster will be on Sunday as Saturday I've wedding dinner. Than you know what? J say must meet by tomorrow as J's friend is leaving for oversea on Saturday Morning! Yes, Now J says is for J's friend! Than bo bian J want to me to transfer the money back to J ASAP! Than I was like OKAY! Than nevermind, if J really that rush, than should transfer the money ASAP when he confirmed to me right still drag for like 3 days. Sighs* Than I really cant make it than transfer the money back. Waste my time! Come on lah, you buy from internet the fastest is 1 week after payment right? Pre-ordered items need one month plus right? Who will meet immediate after payment de? Please use your brains J, this is basic maths. -.-''' FCUK.

No point talking about stupid people. -.-'''

Decided to bring this bag to Msia! :))

My Favourite Drink - Milk Tea + Pearl.

Mum && Grandma's Chicken rice.

The best Fish && Chips! :))

Spiced Chicken Wings!

Can you spot me?

I hate my nails! :((

While waiting for fooood!

Happy Girl After Eating!

On the way to Shopping Centre! :))

2010-05-05T13:56:00.003+08:00

IM SELLING PERFUMES NOW!♥

Any Kinds Of Brands && Model.♥

As stated, I'm selling perfumes now for any brands and model. It's a 100% confirm that you'll get much cheaper offers than outside. You can go to shops and have a test on the perfumes and get back to me with the brand and model's name. Anyone interested, please send me a email at strawberries_xinlin@hotmail.com or give me a sms/call to those who know me.♥

It been a looong time since I last blogged. Oh my god, It had been 7 days since I last blogged. Oh well. I just give a summary which I've did for the past week. :)

28 April 2010 * Wed* : (FIT's Exam)

I think I've done very badly for the FIT's exams, okays lah should be I've flunk-ed it. On that day I reach school very early yet couldnt memorise well and I cried due to couldnt memorise it. I tot nobody saw me, yet Danny saw me. :( Alright, when I saw the paper, I saw the "operational", than I faster write in what I memorised. BUT, I see wrong question. Should be "Basic Operation Of A Computer" not the "Operation System of A computer". Alright, 20marks flewed. What's my percentage of passing? I'm sitting in the first row, and the lecturer keep looking at me. Than during I hand in the paper, he say, "Next time dont use pencil to draw diagrams && Your handwriting is nice like typewritter" Than I --> -.- than I say Orh than go pack my bag le. *fainted*. After that my mummy reward me by bringing me to eat 店小二 for dinner.♥

29 April 2010 *Thurs* : (Out With XinYi)

Going to meet Xinyi Biao Mei at Centre Point de, than otw there it started to rain freaking heavy! My whole jeans drenched wet. Than while walking there from HMV, than there's a lady saying that she's from the S.I.M than need to do some survey for their graduration project, than dragged me to their shop, than I really stupid follow her leh, now think back says that I'm scared, what happened IF she's those bad people leh? -.-''' Than have my weight measured blah blah and said that I'm in a normal weight but my ideal weight should be 40Kg. Than my fats is like those 55 years old de fats. KNNS. Than I find an excuse to go out. Since is raining we Took taxi to Marina Square watched "Date Night". Yes, a boring movie and I almost slept in the cinema. Than went to Thai Express for dinner. Wanted to buy a pink specs therefore was shopping around. && It cost $10 each in Marina Square but left one so we decided to try our luck at Bugis. Trained and guess what? Cost $5 each but need to get 2! Wows. Half price. Took a Neoprint than had our Mac's ice cream and home sweet home after that.♥

The Raw food Waiting To Be Cooked. :))

XY's Pineapple Mine Mango :))

The Fried Sotong. Nice!

Me Waiting for Food!

Wearing The New Specs!

Can you imagine we wear this in bugis?!

Us Before The Shots.

Smelly. :(

Panda!

bears!

School work!

RIIIIBONS!

Heart Shape!

Nice! :))

30 April 2010 *Friday* : (A Typical Friday)

Me In Mcdonalds. :))

First Time Take Pic With Enna! :))

1 May 2010 *Sat* (Clubbing At St.James)
Early morning I'm playing with a nice game called "NightClub City" in facebook than Laurence said "This game nice meh?", than I say "Nice, Bo bian mahs, cant club than play this game norhs". He " You want go club tonight?" than I'm like crazy like siao and he started calling his friend - Gerald && His girlfriend -Dawn out. Went to Far East and buy a Hello kitty wallet! :)) Went to royal plaza hotel for dinner buffet, is really worth it for around $75+ per person if you like to eat seafood. Than after clubbing, otw home. I'm happy sleeping due to the Martell, than there's a roadblock which we often pass thru without needed to stop. BUT this time round, was called to stop by the side. The policeman asked Laurence "Hey, where you going?" "Going home". "did you drink just now?" "No but my girlfriend did". "really? Are you sure? Please stop at the side" A policelady wake me up "Helloo, please show me your NRIC please" "Nah". Than Laurence was called to blow. Blah blah. Than he passed the test. Than he show to the policewoman. The policewoman is so YAYA PAPAYA! Give us the look that we will drink and drive! Than was asked to leave YET he didnt return us the NRIC! KNNS. Reached home at around 4am+.

2nd May 2010 *Sunday* (Swimming)
Slept till 3pm+, than have lunch blah blah reach Jurong safra at 7pm. After swimming than go Jurong Point for dinner and home sweet home. :))

Us in swimming Suit! :))

+ Chilli Frakes Really Nice! :)

Berries And Summer Sparks.

This pizza really NICE! :))

Curry Chicken.

&& AFTER THAT WAS ROTTED AT HOME. :((

2010-04-26T22:40:00.003+08:00

BELIEVE IN MIRACLES! ♥

Had my business accounting exams today. :(

As stated, I had my my first exam paper for term 3 - Business Accounting. I've no confidence of passing, becos` both my trial balance and balance sheet did not balance. But heard that there might be some marks for the working that I've done. Oh well, may god bless me. However, I did my straight line + reducing (80% correct) , trial balance + T account (not balanced) , Profit and lost+ balance sheet (not balanced), Theory- concept (60% correct), Petty cash (80% correct). What's my overall pecentage of passing? :(

Alright, I've no idea why this is the first paper which I'm damn scared when I received the exams papers. I was actually doesn't know how to write my course && module in the cover page! Than my hands are actually shaking! It's seems drama and it's true! During the paper, I feel damn hot over me machiam didnt got enough air-con than I feel giddy! Than middle of the paper, I was thinking of reporting sick! But think about it again, machiam cannot like take half way de leh. Than I forced myself tried my best to continue with the exams. Than I sit in the room beside Danny for 3 hours of the same position as I'm wearing skirt, cannot me like cross my leg like I usually be right? Than take a rest in between by drinking the water before rushing the paper again. Alright, I was like 5 min earlier. Yes, say about the petty cash! The balance is like left $1 inside the book, I was like. -.-''' Kidding me yeahs? Than I spend quite sometime looking at it before giving up. Alright, asked Jolene and she's same answer as me. I'm correct I guess. :))

After the exam, mummy reward me with my favourite - Sakae Sushi! The perfect dinner wasn't perfect as well as the Salmon Sashimi was sold out for today!! Eaten so long already didnt hear that there'll be sold out! -.-'''

Going to rest already, signing off now. ♥♥

Praying hard that I wont flunk my F.I.T exams!

2010-04-13T15:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!♥

I Know Is So Belayed Now. :(

As stated; happy birthday to mummy!♥ Wish her happy and healthy everyday && all her dreams come true! But I guess all her wishes is about me de; see how nice she loved me.♥ Anyways; I've been busy with my stupid F.I.T assignment therefore didn't get to blog that often; so didnt wish her early. I LOVE YOU!♥ Even thou my pressie is a simple present compared to other people's; but my mummy told me she appreciated a lot and very happY! She nearly cried as she shouted :WAH!! as I put at her desk as a surprize. :P

Mummy's present. :))

Finally a heavy weight-ed stone at my heart had finally dropped down; my F.I.T assignment had handed it already; && I'm really happy about that. Hopefully I can pass this stupid module. :)) After this assignment; stayed at home because the technician needs to come my house to so called service my both air-con; in my mum's and my room. My mum's air-con is not working; than she camed to my room to sleep yesterday. Hope the air-con will be fixed so there will be big bed for me to sleep in compared to my stupid single bed. -.-'''

Can anybody stop me from purchasing internet clothes?! I keep buying and buying; than found out than the clothes doesn't suit me or too tight even thou I measured accurately. Sighs* Therefore I would like to sell away; is brand new && I didnt wear it before. I selling away at cost price which I brought from the blogspot. Please take a look if you are interested; please tag me. :))

Total Length Down: 29.5", Ptp: 13"-18"
Elasticised neckline & at waist
Not sheer
Made of good quality cotton
Brought it at $16; Selling at $14

Length down : 31"
PTP : 16"
Best fits Uk 6 to big 10
Soft chiffon with inner lining
Side zip
Brought this at $24; selling at $18

School is fine; nothing much happened. Oh well; I 看开了. Sometimes; being hurt-ed too much than no more feelings le. && I'm very happy that I finally recovered from the heart-brokeness. :))

Life Is Full Of Colours! :)

2010-04-07T17:36:00.002+08:00

I Really Need A Break From Everything.♥

Tears Dropped Down Without Me Knowing. . .

As stated; I really need a break from everything that I'm going thru now. Whenever I talks or feels about this, tears flushed down without me knowing and there are no way that I could control it. It's seems like my heart is being cut open and the blood is dripping without able to control than when it finally so called "heals" for a short period of time; but when touched gentle-ly than it started bleeding and it goes on and the painful-ness started all over again. I couldn't describe the way on how it could solve this "open-ed" wound on me.

Have you ever been backstab by your friends whom you trusted or even thought for "thanking" the god that how nice he is to let you know this person? Cherish and treasure him/her the way that you treated your parents and give your 101% to this friendship but all you get is backstab, backstab && more backstab? But now think back; you hated the god that let you meet this kind of person whom hurted you a lot. This person let you know how to "trust" people easily and how life can be that cruel. For goodness sake; please don't ask me what actually happened; by doing that it made me upset again. I'm trying my very best NOT to think about it. However; whenever I think about it; I started crying. Trust me; the feeling sucks TTM.

This two days is the worst day of my life; there're two matters which actually "killed" me. However; is not convience to blog it here BUT gonna blog it in my private blog whenever I've the time to do so. I would like to thanks my beloved mummy♥ whom is the only person whom stand by my side and never ever left me. I told her everything and cry my heart out; she says "Have a good nap and wake up everything will be alright. Okays?" it seems normal for you BUT it really touched me and cry silent to sleep. I dont wana worry her by crying infont of her; but I really did my best not to but as I said; tears will drop without controlling. I seldom cries infont of her; but this time round I couldn't take it. She will just give me a hug and a pat in my shoulder and is enough for me. I really very fortunate that I've her as my mother and no one else. I love her like how I love myself and willing to protect her no matter what happened even it cost my life. Love you mummy!♥

Alright; went to school as per normal like other days and take the business accounting class test. I screwed it I guess; but whatever done is done. No point thinking about it anymore and I've no more energy to think about that now at this point of time. Went to Thiong Bahru to eat mcdonalds with @Juanny and @Doreen. Walk around and slack-ed than train-ed back home to lot1. Out of my surprise; saw Jocelyn and she accompained me to go to minitoons to buy one of the I-phone cover. But all seems dirty than decided not to purchase. Went to popular to help mummy buy notebook. She hugged me as a form of consolation which I really needed. Thanks!♥

Shall not want to blog further. Bye!

2010-04-02T13:12:00.002+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY NINE-TEEN NOW! ♥

How's My Life Is Different From Eight-Teen? ♥

Alright as stated; I'm officially Nine-Teen now. No more celebrations for my birthday and everything is back to reality. Specially wanted to thanks all my beloved friends whom take their precious time out to celebrate my Nine-Teen's birthday + planned how to give me a surprize on my actual day's birthday. I appreciated a lot from the bottom of my heart would like to say THANK YOU for what you all did. Really touched me and I'm proud to say I've a different birthday celebrations which is celebrated from all my friends which I loved!♥

300310;

Me && DOREEN!♥

Us Again!♥

Doreen && Jolene!♥

Stephy + Doreen!♥

Taken In The Toilet♥

Our Lunch!♥

Take Picture Bo Jio!♥

Mirror Reflection♥

Clear-er!♥

+ Doreen♥

Claudia;Khanti && Jolene!♥

Taken In Toilet Again!♥

Why Danny In Girl's Toilet?!♥

Doreen + Jolene !♥

Them Again! ♥

+ Danny!♥

+ Stephy!♥

Them Again!♥

Extra Me! ♥

Danny's Hand! ♥

Prawn-ing!♥

Nice!♥

Meat!♥

Soup!♥

Actual Day 010410 ;

Kissing?♥

Blowing!♥

Blow-ed♥

Muack Muack!♥

All The Guys!♥

All The Girls!♥

Thanks Bobby!♥

Thanks Everyone!♥

2010-03-31T20:18:00.003+08:00

I'm Eighteen Now; I'm Nine-teen Tomorrow!♥

3 More Hours To My 19Th Birthday!♥

As stated; I'm turning Nine-teen in a few hours time. How's my life gonna be when I'm one year older? Will I've more freedooom? Hees^. Make a two wishes for my birthday; one 100% will come true and other 50%-50%. I don't have any life for my birthday; didn't have any plan on my birthday. Nothing special about my birthday; but I did enjoy so called "celebrated" my birthday. Simple && Sweet.♥

Specially wanted to thanks my beloved Mummy that gave birth to me Nine-Teen years ago; I really appreciated it. I can lose my everything BUT couldn't my Mummy. I love her than anyone's else.♥

Yesterday went out to Suntec City with Claudia; Doreen; Jolene; Stephy; Khanti; Dawn; Danny && Shan De to celebrate my birthday. Went to eat lunch with Claudia; Doreen; Jolene; Stephy than pool-ed. I'm so fcuking sucked at it. -.-''' While waiting for Dawn; Khanti; Shan De && Danny to finish their afternoon class. Went to dinner with them; I really enjoyed it!♥ Let the picture talk instead! :)

Group Picture Taken In Girl's Toilet!

Why Is Danny In Female Toilet?! :P

Khanti && Me.

While Waiting For PooL-ing.

Stephy Join In! :))

Ps: Doreen Please Send Me The Pictures ! :P

Helloo Friends; Thanks for spending your beloved precious time to come over to my birthday celebrations yesterday. I appreciated it from the bottom of my heart. I really enjoyed all of your company.♥

I Don't Know What && How To Say To Gain Your Trust;
We're Just Lack Of Communications.
I Don't Wana Start Quarrel Again With You;

I`m Really Really TIRED

2010-03-28T14:33:00.002+08:00

SURPRIZED 19TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS!♥

Thank Each && Everyone Whom Make This Surprize Came Thru.♥

As stated; thanks for the wonderful surprize party that you gave it to me; I'll always remember in my heart. Specially thanks BingRen Kor, Charlene Jie, XinYi Biao Mei && Andy Kor aka Xiao Bai whom make this special 19th Birthday special. Not forgetting my Beloved Mummy whom told them I wanted a Mango cake for my 19th birthday! Because was kinda sick always got the same chocolate cake. The mango cake wasn't nice as the chocolate cake; but I managed to FINISH all of it! First time finish the cake!♥

My birthday wish is . . . . Couldn't tell here; if not than not gonna to come true already. Therefore now will remain as a secret now; BUT if it come true; I will blog here.♥ Let the picture talk instead!

My Beloved Mango Cake!

Wishing!

Blowing!

Me && The Birthday Cake!

Me && Mummy + Extra Xindy!

Videos Of The Surprised Me;

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=profile&id=748129653#!/video/video.php?v=379833576948&ref=mf

I really wish you're there to blog cake together with me;
Hope next year you will be able to do it with me.

2010-03-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

I PASSED MY BUSINESS LAW !!♥

Eight Module; Two Down.♥

As stated; the most difficult module which I've taken on Term 1 - Business Law finally PASSED I'm so afraid that I'll fail it becos` I did not have ample time to prepare my revision as I went to hospital due to high fever blah blah; wasn't in the good condition to study && taking exams. However; doesn't matter how as I passed; even thou wasn't a good results but I'm really happy that I passed therefore doesn't need to take the stupid sub-paper. Total there's eight module in Diploma in International Business Management; I passed two. JIAYOU!♥

I would like to thanks Doreen for accompany me to the Student Care Unit to request for my Business Law's result as I been waiting it for so~ freaking long. Went there early in the morning before exam actually started. I asked the lady over there about my results; whether do I pass; she just stare at me motion-less && emotion-less. Freako; I tot I'll fail sia! But in the end I Passed; was so called a relief that I manage to pass.♥

Alright; actually wanted to go visit Donald in the hospital; hope he's fine right now. BUT mummy said that I cant go hospital to visit people; therefore I did not went there and went back home instead! Brought subway student meal for lunch && wait-ed the freaking bus for fcuking LONG. Almost board the wrong bus to the Zoo instead; saw 975 for 925. 0.0 Finally started on my F.I.T's assignment; didn't know what to write; keep staring at the computer waiting for it to tell me what to do. -.-''' Went to Jurong East to have my dinner and home sweet home.♥

Why am I blogging at this hour which I supposed to be doing assignment?! Alright; Got to go. I'm dead tired.♥

Happy Birthday To You;

May All Your Wish Come True.♥

2010-03-23T20:59:00.004+08:00

I'm In A Very Good Mood Today !♥

How Good It Can Be If Everyday Is Like This.

As stated; I'm in a very good mood today && Mummy says she hope I'll be very happy everyday too. How good it can be IF time could stops at the happilest time. As usual reached school later than usual due to the stupid traffic jams; but managed to eat breakfast with Mummy than went back to class. Alright; wasn't late for class && concentrate my 100% in class today; sort of gonna understood a bit of the stupid Fundermental Information Technology (F.I.T). After school brought Delifrance sandwhich for lunch than have a nap than Mummy brought me to go cut my fringe; than brought food for my dinner && now blogged. That's goes my happy day today! ♥

Alright; time is running out BUT I havent started on my F.I.T's assignments! Have no idea how to start; guess I've to crack my head and started on my assignments. JIAYOU JOANNE! ♥

Until now I still couldn't believe that I passed my driving test; Mummy says that she'll bring me to go to a place than started to practice on my driving && hope I could gain more experience from that. After my driving test; Mummy && MiMi brought me to Vivo city to have a nice food at the resturant. I chose White Dog as our dinner && I'm really enjoyed it. Let the pictures talk instead! ♥

Yesterday's Dinners ;

White Dog's Menu.

Dinner @ White Dog!

My Favourite Drink; Mango-licious.

Everything's Nice! 5/5 Stars!

Lobster's Soups; 3/5. Very "Fishy".

Baked Mussels! 5/5 Stars!

Mummy && MiMi's Pork Chop! 2/5 Stars.

Chicken Fillet! 4/5 Stars!

Baked Seafood Rice. 3/5 Stars.

Dessert ! DROOL* 6/5 Stars!!

Today's Dinner ;

Honey Milk Bubble Tea.

Sotong's Balls.

Sushi; Taken Mayo && Potato Today.

Salmon Sashimi.

No Word Would Describe The Happiness I'm Having Now! ♥

2010-03-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

FINALLY I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!♥

After Dreaming For So Long; It FinallyBecamed Reality. :)

Always Believe In Miracles;
Aim For The Stars;
Even If I Miss; I'll Land Among The Stars.♥

2010-03-17T20:48:00.002+08:00

I HATE STRESS ! :((

Stress Is Drown-ing Me.

Indeed; I'm having loads && loads of stress which nobody actually understands. But don't needa worry; I'm just nagging here && after I blogged; everything will turn out to be fine && I'll feel really 100% better; that's my way of relieve stress; what's about you? I guess everyone had it's way of relieving stress; I wonder what's make you cope so well while I can't? I guess is becos` everything I always take it too hard && I've to let it go sometimes. Alright; Enough of stressing!♥

Alright; I was feeling damn sick yesterday; was having a terrible migraine attacks and feverish. Didn't want my sickness to defeat me; therefore I pop in my medications and went to have a "nice" sleep with nightmares; everything is alright when I woke up today. I'm so upset when my Mummy is not with me as she's busy with her work; but I do appreciate that she actually taken some time off to have breakfast with me in school && I'm really happy.♥ Even thou she wasn't with me all the time; but I'm getting used to being alone at home; which I'm now but I've MIMI with me; a Minnie Mouse which I brought in disneyland. Sometimes; I'm thinking whether I'm turning nuts soon as I been talking to her more than I talk to Mummy! Oh well; she's my 2nd love now.♥

Backed to studying; reach school pretty early like 745am? Went for morning class as usual; have breakfast with Mummy && went to F148 classroom with Dawn; was really very happy as I actually could sit in the front row instead far behind which I can't see. Than there's a group of student came in saying this is their classroom; than realized that we went to the wrong classroom && even the Lecturer went in the wrong class! -.-''' Alright we went wrong as we did not have the morning class timetable; but what's wrong with lecturer went in the wrong class too?! Sms-ed Claudia to remind her about the new room; than break time went to buy bubble tea than after school went to lot1 have lunch than went home after that.♥

Kelvin said that his workplace in challenger said that there's is a promotion with mini laptops - HP mini 110 which sells $440 which have free bag + mouse + mouse pad + cooling fan + battery. Is so freaking tempting; but I'll need to consider carefully and did not do anything rush. Mummy said to buy for me for my 19th birthday present. But I'm thinking not to buy even thou I like; to save more money.♥

Alright; Im tired. Bye!!♥ ~

2010-03-15T20:39:00.002+08:00

Term 3 Day 1; Business Accounting♥

I'll Try My Best To Do Well In This Subject!

Term 3 Day1 which is Accounting; a subject that I been waiting for a very long time~ Which I thinks that is a subject that I'll score the best; as I did studied Principle Of Accounts when I'm in my secondary school. However out to my disappointment; all the format which I've learnt is different from what I learn before. Examples: Fixed Assets = Non-Current Assests. I'll need to pull up my bloody freaking socks UP high high! 加油！

Been alone in school the bloody whole day today as Clinque did not attend morning class; didn't talk to anyone today. Stay at class for break time and tadahs; walk to MRT alone. Brought Mos Burger for my lunch and slept for a while before going out again.

I'm dead tired now.

You're the last person whom I wanted to call you Bastard.

2010-03-14T22:08:00.005+08:00

BYE BYE HAPPINESS ♥
AND

WELCOME STRESS

Happiness always drift away so fast and everything is back to normal again. After having so much stress on assignment finally can relax a bit; than here come exams than finally term break for one week; here comes stress on assignment again. Everything seems like a cycle which is killing me. I'm still in a holiday mood in HongKong; can't believe that I'm starting school tomorrow. Have a really mixed feelings about school tomorrow. Maybe is becos` I'll be alone due to deciding morning lesson instead of afternoon lesson which is opposite of my clinques. I've no choice but to choose morning instead as I've driving lesson after school. I've no idea && is pretty worried about tomorrow is becos` whether is possible to go for morning class instead of afternoon class. Whether the room is the same as the timetable which is given blah blah. Sighs* 好烦啊! It been ages since I last drove; wonder if I still know how to park without poles which I never learn before; those courses in circult. :((

加油李欣霖；你可以的！

This is how I console myself. Alright; got to sleep early as there'll be a long day tomorrow both studying && driving. Hopefully I got enough rest after studying && I've enough energy to drive. As everytime after studying I'm quite drained; + driving mostly I'll be dead. Sighs* I now worry also no use; got to see how it goes tomorrow. :((

You promise to tag my blog everyday;

Telling me to trust you with yor promise;

However you broke it again and again;

You teach me how to trust you again?

Joeane; You need to learn to trust people again.

Why people like to put your OWN words into MY mouth.

Dare to SAY but doesn't dare to ADMIT.

What's wrong with YOU?!

If YOU thinks that by doing that;

Make MY life easiler;

Than PLEASE carry on.

2010-03-13T16:55:00.004+08:00

Bye Bye Hong Kong ♥

And

Welcome Singapore!

Alright; I was away to Hong Kong on the 6 March to 11 March just after my exams.♥ Pictures promised to update soon! :)

Just changed my blogskins like finally~ Is a simple blogskins which I think is suitable for a normal girl like me.♥

Next trip will be Taiwan hopefully *wish*.

Got To Go !! ~ Bye !! ~

2010-03-02T21:42:00.004+08:00

相信明天会更好♥

Always Believe In Miracles.

One Freaking Principle Of Business Management's exams are over and I'm really relieved; two more days to Principle Of Marketing's exams than end of term two.♥ Recently; Im quite stressed due to the Business Law's results as some of my school-mates had already received theirs yesterday; I ran all the way down to open my mailbox. Had mixed feelings; excited whether do I pass or fail my exams BUT felt despressed if I fail; I`ve no mood for HongKong. But I always believe in fate; what will happened will happened; doesn't mean I wont study hard, thus I'll study hard and pray hard for miracles. I really hope that I can receive the results after I came back from Hong Kong. Seems running away from reality but I've no choice. :((

Alright; Mummy treat me for Sakae Sushi due to reward me for the stress I encounter in exams. Suddenly realized that Lot1 have more than words. -.-''' Than went to buy a carebear laptop cover due to I'm going to bring my Laptop to HongKong; afraid to have scatches. && I brought one handphone's strip for my Hello Kitty's phone that going to bring to HongKong. ♥

Going off already; byebye! ♥

Mummy Says I'm Having A Headache. :((

为什么我以为我完全忘记你的时候，
你偏偏在我的梦出现呢？

2010-02-28T17:00:00.001+08:00

甜蜜的爱情故事是骗人的；世界上是没有天长地久的爱情。

Romantic Love Story Is A Wonderful Lies; There Is No Forever Lasting Love In This World.

"甜蜜的爱情故事是骗人的；世界上是没有天长地久的爱情", is orginally created by Me; Joeane. It been so long since I last blogged; my friends are complaining about looking at the same post over and over again; I apologised since I`ve no motivations and inspirations to blog. Alright; I`m here to blog a short one which I shouldn't be doing now.♥♥

I want to wish everyone here whom read my blog; Happy "虎" year♥

Things to be completed;

2nd March : Business Management's Exams

5th March : Business In Marketing's Exams

6th - 11th March : Hong Kong

I WANT TO PASS MY EXAMS DESPERATE-LY!

However; It seems so far away from me.

Alright; going to end this post with one of my picture.

There's So Much Things I Wana Blog About;
But I'm Really Afraid That My Mother Will Be Hurt As A Results;
Thanks To Those Back-Stabbers.

2010-02-12T23:36:00.003+08:00

祝你们新年快乐！♥

情人节快乐！♥

好啦，我blog了啦！祝你们新年快乐和情人节快乐~！祝你们情人有个愉快的一天！好可惜哦，新年和情人节在一起。可是我觉得如果情人真的相爱，每一天都是情人节！我啊？哈哈哈。我没有所谓的情人节啦，新年当然是和妈妈过啊，她是我世界最爱的人和最重要的人。好啦。不说了。

新年要到了，我还在生病！天啊，希望我快点好啦！很开心，明天可以和我的妈妈一起吃团圆饭！每一天都一起吃饭，没有什么特别的啦！可是我还是很珍惜和妈妈在一起的每一分每一秒。我说过的，我要把我的每一天当成我的最后一天，我才能珍惜每一天。

不说了，晚安！

I Think I Forgived Bastard.

2010-02-03T16:00:00.001+08:00

这次我真的累了。

读书到这么辛苦，这么不累呢？

好啦, Claudia 为了你，我 blog 了，开心吗？我真的很讨厌每天６点起来的时候那种感觉。都会在想“为什么我要自找苦吃，是我自己选的路。”可怜的欣霖啊，每天都很压力，不懂这么减压，总有一天我会被压力淹死的。新年要到了，我都没有哪些心情度过。新年后就是考试了，我这一次死定了，我真的很奢望可以及格，可是这个目标很离我越来越远了，使得我非常非常的伤心。这么办啊？有人能告诉我吗？天啊，帮帮我啊！我知道我写了这些以后，一定有人会大做文章的，随便你们啦，我已经没有那些力气在烦这些东西了，人生短短几十年，我没有办法让每一个人开心，我已经想通了。人活着就好开开心心的活每一天，要把我的每一天活的像我的最后一天，什么东西都能放的下。开心就好啦！

读书都已经很辛苦了，这么还有bastard来烦我呢？你们一定有看到我的facebook很奇怪吧，一直在骂bastard，可惜啊，这么美的世界，这么会有这么多的bastard呢？真的搞不懂哦。如果我有这个能力，我会把全部的男人杀死！我很傻吧，一次又一次都被你们bastard骗，你们觉得很好玩吗？把你的幸福建立在人家的痛苦上，真的那么好玩吗？还是我太天真了？我只要对你们说，你们利用我们女人的善良的心糟蹋了。不是我们笨，不把你们的谎言说出来不代表你们说谎很厉害，我们只是自己骗自己因为我们不想知道你们在骗我们。可是你们把我们女人当成废物，会不会太过分了？去死吧男人！

好啦，我觉得舒服多了，BYEBYE!

I Promise I'll Forget About You.

2010-01-19T16:18:00.002+08:00

GOOD BYE TO HOLIDAY♥

AND

HELLO TO STRESS♥

Sorry again for not been blogging for so freaking long. && I broke my promise to blog during the term break but I been using the holidays to slack at home watching dramas, as I was both emotional and pysically tired after the exams. Im really worried for the results. I don`t aim for like so called flying colours blah blah, but IF I managed to pass my business law it will called M.I.R.A.C.L.E.S. I always believe in miracles. *PRAY HARD*

Second of school I already feel the stress, how am I going to survive?! *FAINTED* I always tot after the business law, life will be much easiler for me. BUT, I could say Principle of Marketing will be much freaking difficult. Gosh, business law's stuff I already got myself killed now Principle of marketing going to chop off my head && pronounced dead at the moment. POC got two freaking "thin" textbook && I just brought a new textbook which is highly recomment-ed by the lecturer which cost me $56.40. If I find it wasn`t useful, Im going to kill the lecturer! *EVIL SMILE* I wanted to ask the lecturer to talk slowly as what he talking seems like a freaking bullet shots. BANG BANG BANG. He seems to be rushing away with the lesson and I do not have the time to look at the board for the powerpoint slides, all I do is listen to the points and write down. Example, there are two points he is teaching and when I wanted to write down for point1 he already started on point 2. All i do is trying my best to write very fast than my ears listening what point 2 is saying than finish writing point 1 than continue to point 2. Can I ask him to talk slowly? :(

Why I wrote such a pathetic post, trying to let my post look longer. *SMILE* Alright, I got to go already. I will blog next time about my hospital's trip on the last day of 2009.

2009-12-28T11:59:00.000+08:00

IM BACK TO BLOG !

Sorry that I`ve not been blogging for so freaking long && I knew that my blog is so dead. But too bad I really got no choice. Even thou now is study-ing week for us to self study ourselves to prepare for our examinations and we dont need to go to school. BUT I really put a lot of effort in studying lah. Except that the fact I do slack a little go out during christmas eve and christmas. LOL! But other than that I really study hard. && I realized that I didnt study that hard before in my whole entire freaking life! Sad isnt it ? But all is worth it when I saw my results. I didnt expect high marks but just a pass I`ll already happy with my whole life. COME ON! I really need to pass my Business Law as I really did a lot of effort to study && the assignments ! Not forgetting the E-Commerce too! I did a lot of effort in the assignment too ! Pray Hard for my passing ! God Bless ME!

SHORT CUT !!

Oh Im just lying to myself that I want to have a long post everytime in blogging. Just too~ bad that I really need to sleep right now! As im really freaking sick! Down with flu, cough and sore throat and maybe a fever. SOBS* anyone sayang me please? LOL!

&& STOP COMPLAINING THAT MY BLOG IS DEAD ! :P

2009-12-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

FINALLY WEEKEND ARE HERE !! ~

Finally can rest well.♥

As stated, I'm very happy that after this long weekday of chiong-ing my studies with the revisions && the assginments, finally can rest well and sleep late the next day.♥

Everyone who knew me said I changed and can see I'm down in stress. Who will not stress in studying ? Yes I admit that I'm studying very hard && the stress level is like 95%. The 5% will be when Im revising for the examinations. LOL! I can still laugh meaning I still can take it. The Business Law I understand during lesson, but I have no confident of passing it as there are HELL loads of memorizing that need to be done which I didnt memorize well. :( Than the E-Commerce lecturer talks like to the wall and keep mumbering to himself, seems that he had this kind of power that once he speaks, everyone will start dozing off. However I always tried to keep myself away as I dont wana spend the time there sleeping which is waste of time.♥

Sorry didn't keep my promise by taking pictures with the Clinque. Im so forget-ful. That's sad isn't it ? But the course just started only, will take when the time comes. (: However, Please take a look of my clinque. Below ~ The picture are not accordingly to order. All the same. (:

Miss Doreen♥
Age: 21
Status: Single && Available!

Miss Claudia♥
Age : 19
Status: Attached.

Ms Stephanie♥
Age: 27
Status: Happily Married.

They're best friends of mine, which made my life easier in school and will be there for me whenever I'm in doubt and stress. I LOVE each and everyone of you. Forever Clinque!♥

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This is one of my bed in my room. Cute lei my mummy. :P This is a small potion of my collections, some thrown away and some kept in cupboard. But I'm still buying ! :(

Bastard I hate you,
You treat me like SHIT ?!
Forget it, you aren't anyone in my life.
I will avoid you for now.
Clinques, you all know. (:

2009-12-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

HEAD-ACHE && TOOTH-ACHE IS KILLING ME !
But I'll Overcome-d It ! ♥

Im here to blog again, due to stress && decided to take a break here for a while before I start revising either Business Law or E-Commerce.♥ Heard that E-Commerce was a very easy topic to pass without even studying, is a NO and Business Law no matter study how much also will FAIL de subject which I agreed. :( The lesson are going very fast from 8.30am to 11.30am for 12 lessons && BOOO we are going to take exams already. However, I so called enjoyed Business Law's lesson and I understand better than E-Commerce. Maybe the lecturer used the different method to teach which made a huge differences? E-Commerce's assginment is finishing soon which I'm very happy about that. But the Business Law is so difficult but we couldnt afford to screwed up. :X

Enough of the school related's stuff. Today we 4 clinque - Doreen, Claudia && Stephanie wore the same theme today; PINK ! Oh it's so nice but such a pity as I didnt managed to bring my camera there as im so afraid that I might lost it in school. && Please take note that we'll be wearing BROWN tomorrow !♥ (:

Im having headache and toothache today the whole day. *sighs* Pop in one panadol && off to school as usual. Slept the whole way there to school as I'm too tired, && Mummy laugh at me say the way I sleep so ugly. :X Due to the effects of the medications, I nearly dozed off in class. However, My good clinque keep asking me to stay awake. Becos` I keep waking them disturb them from sleeping today ! They should be waking a long time liao right CLAUDIA ?!?! HAHAHAHA.

Oh to encourage me to study && relieve my stress, my beloved mother treated me to eat Sakae Sushi at Lot1 yesterday ! Shall Let the pictures talk instead!♥

Me In My Room. :)

ME just tied My Hair ! :)

I Tie My Hair Or Not Nicer ?

Sleepy Face. :X

*SMILE*

Outfits To School Yesterday !

This is SO ~ Nice lah ! (:

Egg Sushi ! My Favourite !

My Mum's Salad

The Food We eat part 1

Part 2.

This is said to be able to diet. Shall try. :)

2009-11-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

SORRY FOR THE MISSING OF ACTIONS ! ♥♥

I didnt meant it to be M.I.A ♥

As stated, I would like to apologise for the sudden MIA. I got my own reason for not blogging because I was really busy studying and revising for my course, in case you dont know what courses that I'm actually doing now, Noped, Im not working now, I'm actually studying in a private school - MDIS, in a course called ; Diploma In International Business Management. ♥

Studying in Diploma wasn't easy as I thought that it can be, I admit sometimes I did have negative thinking that I'm so 自讨苦吃, why find difficult path to walk? I should work and gain experiences than get married and die. LOL! But that was only when Im too stressed over the stupid projects which is actually killing me and the stupid notes that I tried my best to remember but yet couldnt cluck into my mind and memories. :( However, but think that now short term unhappiness will benefits me in the future all is WORTH it. (:Everytime when I have those stupid negative thoughts, I will remind myself that those are devils which actually wana to kill me, && I would want to prove to those whom looked down on me. I will push myself to the limit and EXCEL ! :) ♥

I would like to announce that I had new friends in school ! Doreen, Claudia, Stephanie blah blah blah, too many to remember lah. But they are very good friends. I appreciate each && everyone of them lah. I still remember on my first day of school I don't even have one friend lah. Was talking to me, myself and I alone during the lesson which seems ever-lasting. But now horh, the time passes like no people's business lah, before we knew it, the class is over. Cant stand the lecturer was always late for class, than end class early. Sighs* Oh anyways, I started to miss the clinque ! (: ♥

Oh my god, why am I writing blog instead of doing assignment && revising ?! Hahahaha. To me, I always treat my blog of sort of releasing my stress && feelings. I indeed feel much better already. Okays lah, Got to go already. Byebye. Will update soon when I have the time. (: ♥